𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 :𝟑

you

a/n: i don't exactly know what this is lol. i just started writing and could necessarily stop. think of it as a letter to vinnie, after he left you and your kids.
(i think i may regret posting this ahahbfffvkusd)

dear vinnie,

                  no one ever makes me feel like this, you do.

you made me feel alive, not like others did, you made me feel special.

you made me feel warm and you made me feel happy.

you made me miss you when you weren't around.

you're all that i want, all that i need.

but now, you're gone.

and i never got a chance to say goodbye.

sunday mornings with you were the best. cuddling up to each other in bed, watching the early morning sun rise.

when you'd come home from work i'd shower you with endless kisses, kisses i now long for and miss.

you were mine, now i don't know what to do that i've lost you.

you were a part of me, a part of me that always has to be filled or else i will feel empty.

and now i feel empty.

luckily our kids somewhat fill parts of the hole, or else i'm not sure i'd be able to write this letter to you,

my heart aches for you everyday, all day long.

our kids were the worst part of you leaving. having to tell them you'd gone away for a while wasn't easy, i couldn't tell them you aren't  coming back because part of me doesn't believe it myself.

they still ask about when you're coming back, they miss you.

i miss you too, endlessly.

i don't know what to tell them, how to break it to them, so help me.

help me by coming back.

i don't know how much longer i can go on without you here by my side.

my days are lonely and uneventful, unlike how they used to be, filled with love and happiness.

life is dull without you.

and i can't stand it.

so please, come back to me.

                                            love, y/n