Lonely Chains

- Heart beat -

Our final night alive?...

What does that even mean.

Death? 

Is it beautifully merciless..

Or it it terrifyingly dreadful.

I guess that depends on how you lived your life up until now.

How have I lived my life up until now?

"I feel so alone..."

"I can't take it anymore."

"K..Kurapika?"

"I have such great friends."

"Ahahah! Are you serious????!"

"Killua screw of!!!"

I've had a pretty okay life..

Only within this past year.

Is death scary?... or is it beautiful.

Is it amazing. Or is it terrifying.

A year ago, I had no reason to live.  I had no purpose. But now..

"I love you, Y/n."

I have people I want to live for.

I have my lifeline.

~Kurapika's POV~

"Come on Y/n.. wake up please..."

It should be working..

Why isn't it working?!

No.. I can't give up.

Her heart is beating.. so why...

*presses pause *

(Sorry to ruin the mood but, I keep accidentally saying her. Originally I wanted Y/n to Not have a gender labeled so your minds could run wild in the wind. I'm pretty sure Kurapika is not straight LOL so I wanted to give him that freedom, also you guys. It's annoying how Y/n is always a girl and a "uwu baka chan" kinda person. I will be fixing her to be the pronouns They/them for you <3. Mwah thank you fo runderstanding.)

*presses play *

why isn't she waking up??

It's designed to work immediatly... so why..

My head on their heart, my tears soaking into their shirt, the sound of their heartbeat fading.

I thought we made a promise... I thought our hearts were going to beat in a symphony for as long as humanly possible... we made a promise. Y/n we made a promise. We made a promise. So why..

Why are you leaving me?!

" Pairo! whoah! I didn't think their adventures would have been so, amazing! In the end, it was just like a fairytale.. they almost lived just.... Happily ever after!"

I wish.. this were some ambigous fairytale.. where we live happily ever after.

I wish this were a perfect story, I wish the wind could blow through our hair forever.

I wish we could...

A senseless knot aroused in my throat.

All I wanted to do was scream to the top of my lungs.

I wanted to cry, I wanted to sob stupidly, I want to...

My lips part, as a ripping cry for help started to escape my sour lips.

The sound traveled through this filthy cell senselessly, saddly.

The sound of my wrath, my hatred, my sadness...         all at once...

I cried.

"Y/n.. look.. this ocean."

"It's beautiful!"

We stand, ignoring the abyss of death powering behind us.

Holding hands, we spend our last moments staring out at the endless ocean, it's gleaming hope..

The fated death runs near, us holding hands, we embrace, looking out at the beauty, tears running hopelessly down our cheeks.

The evil flicks of death, they are near.. too near.

"Kurapika.."

"yes?"

"I love you."

".. I know.."

-end of chap-

(no not end of story hehe stop crying )