I can't breathe (Boyxboy)

Chapter 5

[...Chapter 5...] - I can't breathe

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I ran up to the door. The door was mahogany and had a lion head made of stone on it. I knocked feeling my sweaty palms. The door opened and there he was. Beautiful as ever. His amazing blue eyes staring into mine. "Should we tell 'em?"

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Suddenly I felt a sting on my cheek. He slapped me. His hand stayed on my face. His hand was warm and soft. I kept my eyes on his. His eyes were watering. Of course they are! I am a jerk, I totally forgot him and he's hurt. "I am so sorry. I was drunk, very drunk and my mind was everywhere. I never ment to forget you". I paused seeing tears running down his cheeks. "I never really did forget you. Mateo made it all come back, I remember now, I remember you! I am so sorry". I almost cried too, my eyes were slowly watering and my words were becoming sobbing. "I never meant to hurt you. You made me feel something, you made the pain stop. You are........"

I didn't get to finish my sentence before his lips were on mine. His lips tasted salty from him crying, but I didn't mind. "Perfect".
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I was sitting on Adams bed. His room was on the second floor and very small. He had medals hanging all over the light blue walls. His room was very simply decorated; A one-man bed, a night stand and a closet. "How old are you?" It just flew out of me. He gave me a weird look. He was leaned up against the closed birch door. He was wearing black skinny jeans and an over-sized hoodie looking adorable as hell. His hair was messy and his cheeks were a red shade. "19 years" he said smirking. "And you?". "Doesn't matter" I answered and I could quickly see an annoyed look on his face. "I think you owe me". "Make me".

He came running towards me and frankly, I got scared by the playful look in his eyes. He jumped on top of me pushing me down on the bed. The sun was shinning through the window, lighting up his stunning blue eyes that now was hovering over me . "Again, how old are you?" This time with a little more domininans in his voice. Smirking, I pretended to throw away the key to my mouth. Does he think he is the top? I think not.
I made a quick switch so that I was on top of him. My hips were against his. I held his hands together over his head and answered "23". He smiled. I bend my head down unil my lips were touching his in a fast kiss. "I want to know more". "Make me" he said throwing his head back in laughter. "Will do".

In one fast move I took his shirt of and threw it one the ground. He was surprised by my action and I could feel him jumping underneath me. I pinned his hands fast and interlaced his fingers with mine. I gave him an evil look and started kissing his chest. I know, why I am always the one who ends up with the clothes of; he is ticklish. I trailed the kisses from his stomach to his collarbone making him bounce against my hips. Oh god. "Why where you staring at me at the party, hm?". I kissed his right nipple. "You're so damn attractive" He mumbled between his breaths. "Oh is that so?".

He was panting for air as I kissed around his belly button. He had a thight grib on my hair, as he pulled me up for a kiss. His tongue was begging for me to deepen the kiss, so I did. I tongues were touching, sending waves of pleasure through my body. I grinded my hips against his making him moan. "Stop".

Suddenly I heard a door getting opened. "Adam, honey, are you home?" I heard a woman voice. "Shit, you have to go through the window" he whispered, panick in his voice. It must be his mom. I liftet myself from Adam and grabbed his shirt. I threw it at him and hurried to the window. Adam looked like he was having a panick-attack. "Bye" I mouthed as I opened the window, but before I could jump he grabbed my arm. I looked back at him and he was leaning in for a kiss. I grabbed his face between my hands and planted a soft kiss on his lips. He smiled into the kiss. I brushed his cheek with my hand and jumped.

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"Soooo, what happened?". I heard Mateo's shoes clicking against the floor, coming from the kitchen. "I learnt some stuff about him". "Why are you smiling?". I didn't realise that my face was shinning. I was happy and I have not even had a drink. "You wouldn't get it. Its like... Its like he gives me toothache just from kissing me. Its like... I crave him". Mateo was staring at me, like I was crazy. "You've just met and that sounds amazing". I was biting my lip, just thinking about it.

"So what now? Did you get his number?". "Nope, we were busy doing other things..." I smirked. "Like what? Getting toothache?" He raised his brows, giving me a dirty look. "Yep, a lot of pain. So much pain". He threw this head back in laughter. "I need to go" I said and rose from the couch. "Where to?". "Giles".

I left Mateo's apartment and started running towards the ally. Luckily for me, Mateo only lives two blocks from me.

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"Giles its bad". He was sitting on a card-board box staring directly at me. "What could be so bad?". I was playing with my fingers, leaning up against the cold brick wall. "Its like I've never felt a temptation as bad. It scares me. I could ruin it all within seconds... Its like..."

"He is my new drug".

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