I can't breathe (Boyxboy)

Chapter 6

[...Chapter 6...] - I can't breathe

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Months had past and Adam and I were unserperatable, but I've not told him about my past yet. Will he understand? Will I be able to tell him this without breaking down? Only time will tell.

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Adam smelled like christmas. A mixture of pine neddles, oranges and peppermint candy. It was amazing. I was laying on Adams legs on the bench in the abandoned park. The bench was warm from the sun heating it up all day.

"What are you thinking about?" Adam asked, stroking my hair. I could feel him looking at me while I was staring at the sky. The clouds were passing by us and disapearing behind the large oaktrees. The branches were covering us against the bright sun and lighting up the world. "Everything". He kept stroking my hair and playfully twist the ends, sending shivers through my whole body. I could feel him moving underneath me, getting more comfortable, like he was nervous. "I am a virgin". He stopped stroking my hair and started to get up. He stood in front of me, looking like he was about to cry. "I am a virgin, Eli".

I stood up and reached out for his hand. "I know" I said as he took my hand. "What do you mean 'I know'?" He said sounding confused and looking straight at me with those vast eyes of his. "I know, Adam you are the most innocent person I've ever met" I smiled gently at him. He got closer to me. I could feel his warm breath on my skin. "I have to wait" he whispered. "Wait for what?". "Marriage" his voice was very soft, almost unnoticeable, but I heard. A tear was running down his face. Its because of his religious family. They have brainwashed him into thinking, that if he doesn't wait with sex, something bad is going to happen to him. He started to walk into the woods. I followed him, not sure if I should say something. Frankly I wasn't sure of what to say.

After walking through the large trees and moss covering the ground, he stopped in the middle of an open field. I felt like I needed to say something. There was trees surrounding us and the sun was going down making the sky pink. "We can wait, you don't have to feel pressured to do anything" I smiled, searching for his eyes but they were focused on the beautiful sunset. He gave my hand a gentle squesh to let me now he had heard me.

Adam let go of my hand and walked a few steps infront of me. "Whats wrong Adam?" I asked with concern in my voice. I was scared. Whats going on? "Adam" I slowly layed my hand on his shoulder and I could feel him tensening. He turned around, looking me straight in the eye. His beautiful face was wet from the tears and he kept biting his bottom lip. "I don't want to wait, Eli".

I didn't know what to say, so I just stood there, looking at him. His eyes were shiny and watery. He let go of my hand and motioned me to sit down, so I sat down in the tall grass. The grass was soft and dry. After I sat down, Adam started to walk. He walked behind the bushes not far from me and disapeared. What was I supposed to do know? Instead of shouting I just kept quiet and waited for him to come back.

A couple minutes had past and I was still sitting in the grass. The area was empty and I couldn't hear anything, except for Adams breathing behind the big bushes. The bushes started moving and Adam stepped out from them. He was not wearing any clothes.

The bright sunset was lighting up his incredibly amazing body. His hair was messy from the branches, and leaves were falling from his lushes locks. His hands was proudly placed on his hips, he was looking like an angel. His eyes were focused on mine. He was looking into my soul, I could feel him. I could feel his affection for me.

He came closer as I stood up. His upperbody was moving in takt with the music I was imaginning in my head, making it all so unbelievably marvelous. The wind was making his gold-looking hair fly in the wind and making his muscles tense.

He layed a hand on my cheek. His smooth skin made me shiver. I felt so much pleasure just from him looking into my soul. He placed his lips perfectly on mine. His lips were plumb and soft. His hand was carresing my neck and I grabbed his waist. His other hand slowly made its way to the end of my shirt and started to pull it over my head, breaking the kiss.

It was getting dark, but I could still see Adams eyes shinning through the dark. I pressed my lips eagerly against his and started to feel his chest, started to feel his beating heart. He began pulling my pants of while deepening the kiss. His toungue was exploring every inch of my mouth and I loved it.

I slowly pulled him in to a hug and layed us down on the pillow-soft grass. His fingers was interlaces in my hair and I kept stroking his chest with my finger. Our lips were moving in sync and I was slowly getting undressed. The night was poking out from behind the moon and the stars was flaming the shadowy sky. My legs were hugging Adams and we just layed there as the air was getting warmer.

That night we made love under the dazzling night sky, under the blustery trees, hidden away from all of our problems. We made love on the spongy, soft grass, on the dry, velvety moss and under the influence of love. We made love in the tremendous woods. We made love with each other. We made love.

Adam & Eli made love.

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Hi again. Thank you for reading my first ever kind-of-sexual chapter, I hope you enjoyed. :)