KuroKen Oneshots :p

Distance (pt. 2)

T/W: Anxiety and Vomit

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Kuroo POV:

I woke up to see my Kitten clinging on to me. I moved slightly, to get a better view of his porcelain face. The sight I was met with made my heart clench tightly. Kenma's face was pale, making his dark circles more vibrant, and he looked pained. He was unconscious... so why was he still feeling so much hurt and sorrow? Why couldn't his mind just let him be at peace for a little while?

I tried to calm myself down, but I didn't know what to do anymore...

(4 day time skip)

The smell of cherry blossoms and apple pie filled the kitchen. I had been baking Kenma's favourite food for 2 hours and it was now cooling down near the window. I finished cleaning up the dishes that were used and turned to see my boyfriend in the open doorway. He was looking at the dessert on the counter with the cutest face I had seen. I could feel butterflies fluttering around in my stomach and I made a mental note to make his comfort snacks more often. 

After a moment, he looked in my direction, sending me that sweet little smile of his. I sent one back, not being able to hold back my happiness (can't spell happiness without P-E-N-I-S! stay slutty my friends ;O) as he walked over to my position in front of the sink. His hair blew with the wind that had entered through the window. He looked so calm and happy in the moment. I couldn't help but wish that we could stay trapped in this moment forever.

Kenma's POV:

He smiled softly at me, the sun shining on his gorgeous face. My hair blew in my eyes and I reached my hand up to tuck it behind my ear. This was perfect. I embraced Kuro, wanting to stay there forever. He returned the action, leaving a light kiss on my head. Happiness filled my senses, surrounding me.

'This won't last long.'

Suddenly, that feeling was ripped and stolen away. There it was; that voice. 
They were right. This would last a moment and then everything would go back to how it was minutes ago. Dark and empty. 

Putting on my best smile, I pulled away from the hug.

"Thank you."

I spoke, quietly, walking away from my boyfriend to go sit on the bar stool at the kitchen island. The bracelet on my wrist was taken off so that I could hold it in my hands. I began to fiddle, afraid to take my eyes off of the comfort item. I could nearly feel Kuro's sadness radiating from his person. 

"It's okay, Kitten..."

The voice was dripping with disappointment and my heart cracked. It was my fault. 
I heard him turn back to cleaning the dishes as I sat there, staring at my bracelet. 

The bracelet had clear, maroon coloured beads, some lighter than others. One large, metal, circular bead was included in the abstract pattern. It had a symbol on it; the logo of a charity that helped people with Malaria. 

Kuro had given it to me in the sixth grade for no particular reason. Still, I had held onto it since then, wearing it every day. The metal had even become slightly green. 
It calmed me down when I fiddled with it. My Best Friend knew this, so he usually gave me time to calm down when he noticed it in my hands.

I sat there, the smell of the pie filling my nose. I had lost my appetite. The smell made me want to puke. I couldn't handle it. I jumped down from the bar stool, leaving the bracelet, and ran to the bathroom down the hall. The door was pushed open and my legs rushed me to the toilet, vomit arising instantly. My hair had been tied up all day so the only thing making me feel disgusting was the vomit in the bowl and the acid taste left in my mouth.

I leaned backwards, falling onto my behind, and began sobbing. Footsteps were heard and Kuro appeared in the room. I heard his gasp and the tears became heavier. I got lost in my thoughts. 'You're so pathetic'. My throat hurt from the wailing. 'You're weak. You can't even be normal for 10 minutes'. It hurts so much. 

A hand on my back pulled me away from my thoughts. The tears refused to stop. 
Kuro's strong but gentle voice hushed me in an attempt to calm me down. 
We sat there together, my sobs echoing throughout the room, for what felt like hours.

'Why can't you just be normal?'

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775 words

Sorry for the short chapter and long wait guys.
I've had a lot of stuff putting me off but I found time to do this : )
There will be more parts to this but I might still take a while to finish it.
Also, if there is any spelling errors, please let me know?

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