I laid in the park with Adam, both of us staring up at the sky. His hand held gently onto mine and for the first time in a long time, mind held back. "Adam...you're really important to me."
"When Elijah found out about my heart disease, he left. Told me he cheated and he couldn't handle me anymore. I think he was afraid to lose me and that's why he had to be honest. Making someone hate you seems better than losing them while you still love them. I think you tried to do the same thing."
"So that's what you meant. You thought I was trying to make you hate me. I guess I was...in a way."
"I've changed but I can't stand it." He laughed softly but I knew he wasn't very happy to say those words. "I don't want to be alone and I'm so desperate that I took away your right to come and go as you please. I'm sorry for that."
"How long do you have?"
"One and a half years at most." He turned to face me, laying his head against my shoulder. "And I'm really scared. That's why I couldn't lose you."
"I won't let you die alone." I squeezed his hand. "I'll hold you hand when you go and I'll visit your grave every day. I'll bring sweets and flowers."
He laughed at that. Honestly. He sat up and covered his mouth, giggling like a school girl. "You're so cute...." he sighed and dropped his hand into his lap. "But thank you. That's really comforting."
"In another life, Adam." I sat up with him and kissed the back of his hand.
"I won't be here long...just like I said."
"You'll be here forever." I looked directly at him, the night sky making a beautiful background for his face. "You'll always be here with me. In person or not. You'll always be in my head and my heart."
"You're cheesy."
"You won't lose me, even after you die. I'll make sure of it. If your wish is to have me forever, then I'm yours."
AHDBENSNS THATS THE END IM SO SORRY I LOVE YOU
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Pretty Boy
Teen Fiction"Let's play a game." He reached across the table and grabbed my hand, lacing his warm fingers between my own. "We'll go on dates like this at least once a week and meet each other's family. Whoever catches feelings first loses." That moment is one I...
