Falling for You-Asher Adams

(4)The Memories are killing me

After I put my pj back,i see JJ standing right on my bed with a sexy white short dress of mine.That's his signal to take me to a party.

I walk to him and take the dress from his hands and put back in the closet.

J.J: Oh come on,I thinks will be funny, you know after your little fight with Liv.

I ignore what he said,going again to the bathroom to put my favourite mask on,and let the door open so i can hear JJ what he was going to say about the party.

K.C:Nope,I'm not coming,even if you beg me. -talking to him while I put my favourite mask.

JJ: Even if I tell you that I love you?

(coming in bathroom and looks in the mirror where i was looking to put my mask)

K:It doesn't work on me some stupid and romantic words. And let's be serious since when you tell me that you love me dumbass ?

I looked at his beautiful eyes that were trying to convince me to go to a stupid party,but he was still a dumbass,i know that he can't go to parties without me because mom begged him to not to leave me alone

JJ:Since you got in that horrible accident with Asher,i love you,i know that i don't show it,but you are still my little sister.

K:Aw that's cute,but no darling.Why don't you go alone, you don't have to babysit me J.J seriously I'm fine now,i can walk,i can eat,i can sleep,i can talk-

JJ intrerupted me

J.J:Yeah,what about having fun with your friends?

I staring at him sadly,knowing that he have right,but i can't drink or be hight again how i was once,that mean it happiness for me.It was a risk for me because if i did it once i cannot be stopped,so from the accident day i promised to myself that i will not drink or something,i was exactly like Liv.But JJ deserved to be happy,so if i want to know that JJ is happy i had to go with him at the party.I think a little bit and staring at his puppy eyes begging me.

K: Fine,at who's house is the party?-I asked him.
J:Yes,i win,yeah it's at Layla house,but no problem she will not bothering you
K:Yeah,i bet she won't,let me change my clothes.
J:Ok,i will wait you down.

I took the dress that JJ choose,it was a little short,but anyway it was my favourite.I put some mascara on my face that it loooked like a nerd,and get down at JJ.
His clothes were normal,a white shirt and some training pants,i loved when he does his hair with gel,that was making him sexy but i know he always take care of himself.The brothers were always selfish and acting like assholes.
Anyway,since when i talked with Olivia,my fear to enter in a car,it finished,because in the moment i get in the car,JJ let me drive and i didn't feel anything yet,but when i arrived at Layla's house people started to looked at me.The music was very loud,the freshmen kids were already drunked and making out with girls everywhere they could,ughh i wanted to go home.Seeing Asher playing his popular games,but everyone knows that were his games when they didn't,i did.
,,His games" were made by me,that's how i kissed Asher for the first time and losing my v-card for him,what a dick.
I looked around for people that i know it and i see Jordan alone,probably getting drunk without Olivia knowing,i rush to him.
K.C: Hey,what are you doing?
(taking his cup from his hands and trow it on the grass)
J: Hey,i was to drink that!
K.C:Not anymore,are you drinking too?- I asked him with a mad face. J:Calm down,what do you mean,me too?
-he asked me like he didn't know about his sister that is drinking again.
K.C: Come on,it's not like you don't know anything-

(He looked at me suprised and confused in the same time)
Kc: About Liv (i wishpered to him)

(He takes my hand and took me inside the house where Olivia can't watch me and Jordan arguing)
J:She's drinkin again ?
K.C: Yeah, that's why I got mad at her and take her to the bathroom,she really didn't tell you ?-I ask him
He shake his head as a no
K.c: Of course why se would tell you about her drinking again and how i want destroy her life,i'm gonna drink some ,,spicy" juice,and don't stop me!