I finally got a chance to travel with Aubrey. Three cities for one week... It was amazing, all expenses paid. Truly living a dream. I made It back to New York city .It was nice too get away for awhile but I missed my baby. Donte was busy with work of course while I was gone but tonight...I needed him...I needed him to touch every part of me, inside and out. I missed chrissy and angel too...Of course I brought back gifts.. And they even made me a welcome back dinner. I was tired but had plans for donte to come over. I called him to set up our little randvo*
Donte: Hello
Destiny : baby,
Donte: (confused tone) what?
Destiny: you don't know how to foreplay, ugh what are you doing?
Donte: shit, editing some work...what you doing? Where you at?
Destiny: I'm at home, In my bed waiting for you...
Donte: oh really *he said in a sexy tone*
Destiny: be here in 30 minutes...
Donte: I can't...
Destiny: why not?
Donte: ....Destiny
Destiny:(sighed, as she heard voices) are you alone?
Donte: yeah that's the Just The TV..
Destiny: oh...
It was a awkward moment of silence. Clearly there was somebody there with him. I couldn't tell if it was a male or a female....
Donte: I'm slipping something on, im coming ..
Destiny: that's what I like to her...Daddy hurry up, I need you * I said excitedly*
Donte: I'll be there in a few..make sure you have on daddy's favorite.
Destiny: *sexy tone* yes sir
Donte: I love you
Destiny: I love you too baby
We hung up and I jumped out the bed faster then the phone could hang up. I went to my closet and grabbed Donte's favorite piece of my lingerie and some fringe black heels. I went to bathroom and took a shower and pinned my hair to the side and went back to my room . I smelled good and looked like I was ready to make a movie that our eyes could only see. I light candles and found a mix with some of the best songs like , that we had already made love too. I was just ready to see my baby..
I was ready and willing to try new things tonight.
The music mix started over and I was falling asleep. Two hours later and wasted candles...I was alone with hurt feelings. Donte hadn't call or ever gave me a warning. I went on every social site to see if he was active. Of course if he was playing me...He wouldn't just be on Facebook, making pointless stats. I saw Jermaine chatting with his fans on Twitter. Answering Q& A's and stating that he was at the studio. I got dressed and decided to go chill with him, he wouldn't mind. I needed some fresh air, the room felt like was closing in on me.
Jermaine POV
The connection with a pen and paper can be a powerful thing. I was expressing feelings that I didn't know I fucking had. I couldn't look back at certain shit I knew would never happen , some shit just ain't meant to be. I put the notebook down and laid in the large black office type chair. My head all in the the wrong clouds..,I rubbed my face as I heard a small knock on the door. It was late, It could be a janitor, but they were never here this later.
Jermaine: I'm busy can you come back?* standing at the door*
Destiny: ummm I don't really feel like going all the way back home...
