He got his ass up and took me out like I asked. Shit was honestly weird as hell but I knew that it was because of me. He ignored how I was acting and still treated me like a queen. First prospect park brooklyn then lunch. He picked some fancy restaurant but I just want pizza. He wasn't used to a female just wanting to spend time with him. Well other then ol girl Vanessa...I guess. I loved Jermaine with everything in me...before all this fame stuff. When he only had a dollar and a dream.
New York Aquarium
We basically had the whole aquarium to ourselves. It was a couple people walking around checking out the marvelous views of the walk thru aquarium. The water was calming and serene. I was thinking about my future and wondering if new york was the right place for me to continue to build. No matter how good the sex was my heart was still lost. I didn't say much , I just admiring the sealife. I sat down and he plotted down next to me.
Jermaine: where's you head at?
Destiny: I guess you can say everywhere.
Jermaine : let it out.
Destiny: I'm deciding my next move, at this point I can't figure out what's right for me?
Jermaine: the ball's in your court, you gotta make the best move for you.
Destiny: I Know Maine...I don't think it's nothing for me in New York.
Jermaine: Well I'm here.
Destiny: Yeah, but your occupied. Your music, Career, your girl.
Jermaine: Yeah but no girl *eatting popcorn*
Destiny: Stop playin'...you and Vanessa been together for years.
Jermaine: Yeah but We been having problems for years also.
I tried my best not to smile, I was never the type to pray for someone's relationship to fail. Me & Jermaine were both single, just like the high school days.
Jermaine: So i'm back at step one.
Destiny: your not the only one *sighing*
Jermaine: I'm not in no rush tho.
Destiny: Of course not * I rolled my eyes staring at the turtles swim in circles*
Jermaine: *chuckled* don't even say it like that. Whenever you ready...I'm down.
Destiny: what? *Smirking*
Jermaine: whenever your ready I'm down. I'm not in a hurry or nothin'.
It wasn't many females that saw this side of Jermaine. He was actually giving me time to heal from my recent situation. What happened last night definitely happened for a reason but he let me know it didn't have to happen again until I was ready.
As I kissed his lips my heart was skipping beats. It felt just like the first time I kissed him, ten years ago. I thought this kinda love was only in movies. We parted ways and he grabbed my hand as he smiled.
I guess I know what's next for me.
