The Struggle.

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I sat in my mirror placing concealer on my face. It wasn't much left on my face after what happened yesterday. I looked at my bed, watching donte sleeping like a baby. I wanted to take a knife to his throat without question.

Donte: *sleepy tone *ummm..baby

Destiny: yes donte...*staring in the mirror*

Donte: what happened to your famous complimentary morning head?

Destiny: that's after a good night

Donte:  where you about to go?

Destiny: handle some business... I know you'll be gone when I get back.

I walked out the door and didn't look back. I called the school and made a appointment with the financial aid department a couple days ago. I was on my way to Baruch College . I had an bachelor 's degree in psychology, Jermaine. Had a think for psychology like did. One of many reasons why we couldn't get past each other. I walked into the office of Shayla Mclaren, the head of the financial aid department .

Shayla: good morning, Destiny right? * shaking my hand*

Destiny: yes ma'am, nice to meet you.

We sat for about an hour talking about the campus, about the last college I graduated from and how much financial aid I could receive. I was savvy and smart with my money so I could pay something If needed to start school next semester.

I was on my way to home after my meeting. I hate crying in public but I was more then hurt when she said I HAD to pay two thousand four hundred and seventy two dollars before I could start school again....that was in 3 weeks I had bills and everything esle on my plate .

When I first started working, Mia had gave me a suggestion about a second job that I laughed off when she said ..."I had a body of a stripper".. I googled the name of the club... CityScapes Gentlemen's Club...The address popped I noticed it was a couple stops passed home. I didn't wanna be an assistant forever...if I got my master's maybe I could go into business for myself...if I dance I could pay for school, save, and start making different  live plans. I didn't want charity...I'm no orphan, know Jermaine would give me his last...I didn't want shit from him. I saw my stop and I didn't get off. The subway continued on. I closed my eyes I could believe I was doing this.

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