It had been months since I started dancing. I was smoking more then drinking but I was only sober when the sun was out. I was still saving but the club started getting fun to me. I still had it in my mind that I would quit but why not enjoy it will it was going on . I had gave angel $200 for her birthday plus the a twilight bag with the books, movies, and other weird things She liked. Christina was short on her rent so I decided to pay her whole part of it. Donte were barely hanging on. I saw him when I wanted. He was out of town doing photo shoots in Miami and had landed a shoot in the Cayman islands for sports illustrated. I had my own shit going on . school was good 3.0 grade point average, thousands in my bank account, I had my own little affairs going on. At breakfast I pulled a 100 bill out my pocket.
Christina: wow miss baller..let me have that? *She said jokingly*
Destiny: here *handing her the crunched up bill*
Angel: not fair, I want one... *Holding out her hand*
Destiny: I know hold on... *pulling out another Benjamin *
Christina: you can just willing give out $200?
Destiny: not really, but I love you guys so why not?
Angel: are you fucking j cole?
Destiny: ah nah...why would you think that?
Christina: where is all this money coming from? And yes we are in your business...your our bestfriend
Destiny: if you must know, I got a raise...and I gotta little under the table job
Angel: well congratulations, what do you do?
Destiny: planning events with this lady, parties, bar mitzvah's ...blah blah
Christina: cool , what's her name.
Destiny:I'll give you move details later, im about to be late. Bye loves.
It was 11:30 and the club was totally dry. I had been here since 8 trying to catch any dollar I could so far I only had $50 funky dollars. I sat on top of the bar talking to the bartender Cynthia. She was my age, dark skinned with long curly hair, and she was thicker then a real life snicker. She was gorgeous plus she went to my school.
Cynthia: you'll make more money in your sleep...you might as well blow this popsicle stand boo *she laughed as she dried the glass*
I was looking at Jermaine's tweets on Twitter. He was talking shit (I'm pretty sure it about me) then talking music, then some he said something that was so un like him "A little jealousy in a relationship is healthy, it's always nice to know someone is afraid to lose you ". I read it and closed the app. I looked at photo of him and me. He was so damn handsome. Flaws and all. I had been in love with his crooked smile since forever.
Cynthia: helloooo dream...
Destiny: *in her phone* I know, I guess im about to leave
Mystery walked up to me and placed her hands on my thighs.
Mystery: were you think you going lil mama
Destiny: I guess home, I need to be studying anyways.
Mystery: I gotta room at The Crown . You can come chill with me for awhile.
Destiny: I'll think about it..
Mystery: come on
Destiny: let me grab my stuff
Mystery: i'm not in a hurry frfr..let's have a couple drinks first
Destiny: naw I had enough of the liquor for tonight
Mystery: what about this? *She held up a nice sack of purple kush*
Destiny: well...
Mystery: come on sexy..
2 blunts and 3 shots later I was on my back in with Mystery's head between my legs. We were still in the parking lot in the back of her Yukon Denali . She must have been starving because she was eating me like I was here last meal. I know that people could see us...Even if it was just the security. After I came we headed straight to the hotel to finsh What we started in the car. Mystery was so weird. She would put her tongue anywhere when it came to me but when I would try to return the favor she told me no...everytime. Pleasing me was her only concern. I was so faded, all I remember Is riding her face and going to bed.
Mystery was knocked and It was time for me up with Aubrey . I could go home, shower and everything esle without being late. I quietly got dressed as she tossed and turned. If she wakes up she's gonna try to get me. The covers only her legs I pulled them over her naked body and kissed her lips. Jermaine was right , this life was fast ...too fast for me. I had experienced a little in college but never went this far with a female. It was crazy that this wasn't the first time either.
I softly closed the door and turned my phone back on. I had missed calls ,emails, text messages all from Donte. I wasn't about to return them...maybe he could figure out how it felt to be played.
