His Little Toy. [Jack Gilinsky]

Chapter 8.

Chapter 8.

"Wait so you and Gilinsky?" Mack said, shock visible in his tone.

I jumped over to him covering his mouth with my hands.

"Shhh! Keep it down Mack I don't need anyone else knowing."

I sat back down on his bed, and waited for his opinion on everything. I took the opportunity to look around his room, so many good memories with him here. In the corner was his desk, I chuckled, remember when he picked me up and sat me on top of it, my first kiss quickly following.

"What's so funny?"

I shook my head, a smile taking over my lips.

"It's crazy to think that I had my first kiss there." I said, pointing at the direction of his desk.

"Oh yeah." He chuckled. "That was my first kiss too."

"I know." I smiled.

He moved his body to the head of the bed, reclining against the head board and stretching his legs on.

"Come here." He said, out stretching his hand towards me.

I got up and walked to him, and sitting next to him. He reached for me, bringing my body into his.

"So were you and Gilinsky together?"

"Uh no, it was like a friends with benefits thing." I replied, playing with his fingers.

I noticed his eyebrows knit together, as if he was pondering something.

"But friends with benefits is like a strictly sex thing and you're a virgin.." He said, confused.

"Yeah." I took a deep breath." About that, I'm no longer a virgin." I said quickly.

"Wait what!" He yelled. "Did he take it-" I cut him off.

"Mack! Be quiet, and it was my decision. I wanted this!"

He ran a hand over his face, letting out a long 'wow'.

"Really Gilinsky? Do you have feelings for him or was it a spur in the moment?" He asked.

I didn't know whether to lie or to tell him the truth. Yes he is one of my best friends and I know I can trust him but he's also Jacks friend, you never know if that might just slip out when my name is mentioned.

I bit my lip, before looking up at him.

"I uh-I."

"You like him, I can tell by the way you're stuttering." He shook his head. "Why didn't you tell him that before your little arrangement, you're only digging yourself a whole you can't get out of Jordyn." He spoke with so much worry.

I looked down, to embarrassed to look at him. I felt tears wanting to make their way out, I knew he was right and I should've stop this from happening but I couldn't. Jack controls my every emotion with just one look. I didn't trust myself around him.

"Hey don't cry." What?

I moved my hands to my face, feeling the wet drops. When did I start crying?

"You ended it though, so you're saving yourself a heartbreak here baby girl." He brought me into his body hugging me tight.

"He broke my heart already Mack." I whispered into his shirt.

He swiftly moved his arms from around me to hold my face.

"What did that bastard do Jordyn?"

I tried calming down before answering but it was no use.