His Little Toy. [Jack Gilinsky]

Chapter 10.

Chapter 10.

"We need to talk." He stated, gritting his teeth.

"We've already done enough talking Jack. I'm done with that." I tried getting out of his grasp but he only pressed himself closer to me.

"Okay. Let's not then." He turned his head a little to the side.

Without a warning his lips attacked mine, and I didn't fight it. For once I didn't fight the urge to be close to him.

It felt good to kiss him. His lips were sweet and rough. I felt him smirk and I knew this was wrong he thought he was getting to me but he wasn't. I needed this, but I wouldn't give into him again. His hands slid from my waist down to the back of my thighs, he brought my legs up and I wrapped them around his waist .

He turned us around walking up to a desk and sitting me on it . I parted my legs a little giving him space to stand between them.

His lips left mine but quickly connected to my neck. I breathed in trying to catch air.

"I thought you said you felt nothing for me." He said, stopping his actions and looking me in the eyes.

"I don't, I feel nothing for you." I said.

"Nothing huh?"

I shook my head.

"Nothin-" he cut my word short by kissing me again. This time it was a little more passionate, as if he was trying to prove a point. My hands found their way up his shoulders and into his hair. I roughly pulled it bringing his body closer to mine wanting to create some type of friction between us. Jack moaned at the intensity of our body's pressed together, making me want him so bad.

But just as I was beginning to forget everything, our past argument came back into mind and I knew I needed to stop this. I brought my hands down from his hair and onto his chest. I slowly pushed him alway until our lips were no longer connected.

I shook my head as I stared at his pump swollen lips.

"We can't keep doing this Jack." I breathed in. "It's not healthy for us."

He tried moving closer to me, but my hand remained on his chest keeping him away.

"Why are you doing this Jordyn! Why do you keep pushing me away?" He slightly yelled, pacing around in front of me.

"I'm trying to protect myself." I murmured.

"From what?" He yelled, throwing his hands in the air.

"From a broken heart!" I stood up from the desk and looked him in the eyes.

"Look I know it's complicated for us.." He paused. " well between us, but that doesn't mean it's not worth it."

I didn't realize how close we were standing until I felt his breath fanning over me. He was leaning in, did he really think I would let him kiss me again. I really wanted to but I wouldn't let it happen again.

"I shouldn't have let you in, that was my first mistake!" I said, trying to get away from him.

"No! Not again Jordyn, you're not getting away this time. We need to get this over with." He said, trapping me so I wouldn't get out. "Please Jay."

"I don't want to talk to you."

He huffed.

"You know most people when they feel something, they say it!" He gritted his teeth, trying to fight the tears that were stinging his eyes.

"Fine!" I yelled, finally cracking. "I love you Jack! I love you so fucking much and I hate you for that, but-but I hate myself more for not fighting the feelings off." I whispered the last part.

He stood there, seeming shocked. I shook my head, I knew he didn't feel the same and now Ill end up paying the price of a broken heart. I took the opportunity to walk away from him but I was stopped with his hand wrapping around my forearm.

"Jordyn.." He whispered out.

"I understand Jack, you don't feel the same." I said, without looking at him and waking out of his life.

I ran out of school I couldn't control my sobs and I didn't want to stay in here at the moment.

I took out my phone and dialed the only number I could think of. I pressed the phone to my ear hearing it ring.

Ring.

Ring.

'Yo?'

'Hey, can you come pick me up?' I asked trying to control my cries.

'Jordyn, you good?' He asked.

'Not really, please come get me at school.'

'Yeah, yeah of course I'll be there right now.' He said before hanging up.

I put my phone in my back pocket before walking to the bench next to the tree and waiting for him to arrive.

How could I be so stupid! Why did I tell him how I felt, why wasn't I strong enough to keep the feelings to myself. Now he knows how I feel and I probably scared him away, he'll never talk to me again. Not even as a friend.

The look in his eyes after I told him, that look of pure shock. I will never be able to erase it from my memory. I should've never agreed to the arrangement, that only made my feelings for Jack much more stronger than they were before.

I cleaned off my tears as I heard the roar of a mustang stop in front of me. I stood up off the bench and dusted off the dust off my jeans.

The sound of Wiz Khalifa was heard playing before I opened the door to his car. Once I sat down he turned to look at me.

"What happened babe?"

"Can we talk about it at your house." I said, breathing in.

"Aight, will do." He said, opening his arms.

I moved closer wrapping my arms around him. I missed him, his presence made me calm.

"You know I got you lil mama I'll always be here for you ." He spoke, moving his right hand from the steering wheel, onto my lap and holding my hand.

I smiled.

"Thank you Nate."

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