Chapter 4.

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Chapter 4:

The moment those words left my mouth Jack flipped our bodies around, my body stuck under his. He lightly kissed my lips, before looking me in the eyes.

"Are you sure about this?"

I didn't trust my voice at the moment. I nodded slowly, butterflies attacking my stomach. He gave me a soft smile resting his body on his forearms. His right hand roamed down my stomach reaching the hem of my skirt. He undid the button and brought the zipper down, and I panicked. I quickly sat up and turned my body to the side of the bed.

"I-I ca-." He kisses my shoulder, cutting me from my sentence. "If you don't want to we don't have to Jordyn." He says. "I'm not going to push you." He adds. His words spark something in me, just knowing that he respected me this much to not push me made me realize how much I really want him. In every way and touch possible.

I turned my head around, looking at Jack. I smiled.

"No I want to, I'm ready." He smiles back, leaning in to leave a kiss on my lips. He slowly pulled back letting the kiss linger there for a bit.

"Are you sure about this, because this has no redoes Jay if we do this you can't take it back. It's sort of like a 'what's done is done type of thing' and I really need you to be sure baby." He said.

I thought about his words, he was right but I also knew that there wasn't another guy that I trusted more out there with something so precious to me than my virginity.

"I'm sure Jack, I want to. I trust you." I whispered.

Jack looked at me with so much love and admiration. How could I not fall in love with this boy, he's literally to good to be true.

I moved my body back onto the bed, Jack in between my legs again. He slid his shirt off, throwing it into the chair next to the bed before moving his fingers to the zipper on my skirt.

"May I?" He asked looking at me for permission. I nodded, letting him unzip what was left.

I moved my hands to his jeans, looping then around the belt loops and bringing his body closer to mine. I felt my skirt being tugged off of me and thrown to the side before he reached up to remove my shirt too. I looked up, locking eyes with him, lust clouded his beautiful dark brown eyes. I really wanted to let the words 'I love you' slip out of my mouth but I pushed them down knowing really well that Jack didn't feel the same. I just focused on how close we were right now and the intensity of this moment.

Before I knew it I was left in my boy shorts and Jack only in his briefs. His lips trailed from my jawline down to my neck, he sucked on the skin where my jawline connected with my neck finding my sweet spot and making me moan in bliss.

"God you're so beautiful." He whispered against my neck as he continued his attack. I couldn't wait any longer my body ached for Jack. I wanted and needed him.

"Jack, please." I moaned, tangling my fingers in his dark brown hair and tugging on it. I felt his fingertips run down my stomach, skimming my underwear and lightly rubbing my core. I arched my back, the feeling taking over my body.

"Baby girl, you're so wet. You've soaked right through your underwear." He smirked, running his hand into my boy shorts and pulling them off. "That'll make everything much more easier." He added, pecking my lips.

He kicked off his briefs before his hands slid down his front, holding onto his member. He aligned it with my entrance, letting me feel his tip barely touch me. His body came down onto mine a little more, his lips finding mine in a sweet passionate kiss, he took that moment to push into me. The pain immediately running up my spine, I tried controlling the groan of pain from leaving my mouth but I was unsuccessful. Jack looked down at me, just in time to see a tear run down my face.

"Fuck! I'm hurting you aren't I?" He asked,pausing his movement, fear evident in his voice.

"Jack, move please." I pleaded, wanting the pain to go away.

"No I'm hurting you."

"Please, Jack. It doesn't hurt much anymore." I lied. The pain still very much there.

"Are you sure baby girl, that was just the head." He stated.

What!?

I shakily nodded.

"Y-yes keep going." I push him.

His softly sighs before pushing in slowly. I tightly close my eyes moving my hand up the back of Jacks neck, my fingertips brush against his hair as I grab it pulling it. The pain was such a foreign feeling, people weren't kidding when they said the first time hurt. I tried not thinking about the pain but focus on how intimate this moment was. Jack brought his hand up to mine, which was laying next to my head and laced our fingers together. When his full length was in, he looked down at our connecting bodies and let out a growl mixed in with a moan of pleasure.

"Fuck, can I move?" He asked, making sure not to hurt me more.

I nodded, letting him continue his actions. He pulled almost all the way out and thrusted back in. His moans distracting me from the alienated pain I was feeling.

"Shit, you feel so good Jordyn." He moaned, leaning down to connect our lips again. Everything seemed to stop in that moment. It was just Jack and I.

His thrusts were slowly stopping as his body began to shake a bit with every thrust. A couple of profanities escaped Jacks lips before he came into the condom. He let out a moan, and dropped his body onto mine. He rolled over and got out of bed, he threw the condom away and climb back in next to me. His hands grabbed onto my body bringing me into his embrace and hugging me up to his chest.

"How was that?"

I looked up at him, giving him a warm smile.

"I loved it, but it hurt so much" I said, digging me face into his chest. He chuckled at my reaction, while he rubbed my back.

"Trust me baby, it'll only get better from here. Next time we do it, I won't be the only one feeling pleasure."

I immediately moved my body, and looked up at him once again.

"Y-you want to do it again, with me?" I asked shocked.

"Of course baby girl, that was literally amazing. The best even." He smiled. "You make a guy come back wanting more." He winked at me, making me chuckle.

The smile on my face was unhide-able, I still couldn't believe I was no longer a virgin.

"Look Jordyn." Jack began. "I know you're not looking for a relationship, I'm not either, and I also know we don't see each other that way but I really loved sharing this intimate moment with you, and I really hope we can keep doing this." He paused." Im not asking to be friends with benefits but a little more than that. I- I just.. Do you get where I'm going with this?" He asked, as his fingers lifted my chin up to look at him.

I nodded, snuggling into him.

"Yeah, and I agree." What was I getting myself into?

"No strings attached?"

"No strings attached."

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