His Little Toy. [Jack Gilinsky]

Chapter 9.

Chapter 9.

"Okay then talk." I said, as I laid back down. I closed my eyes waiting for him to speak but he didn't say anything.

I opened my eyes, curiously filling me as to why he wasn't talking, but when my eyes found him they made contact with his.

"What?" I said, he said nothing.

I sat up and turned on the lap on my nightstand.

"Jack, are you going to say something?"

He shook his head, and looked down at the floor.

"Are you going to talk, because if not you can leave." I said sounding a little more rude than I intended to.

"I just don't know where to start." He huffed out. "I had this big speech planned out and now I can't remember a thing." He ran a hand over his face. "What are you doing to me Jordyn?" He whispered.

What am I doing to him? What is he doing to me! He's the one playing with my emotions. If I remember correctly I'm the one who has feelings for the other one here. Unless he likes me too?

"I haven't done anything to you Jack!" I spoke harshly.

"Yes you have." He moved closer to me. His hand searched for mine, grabbing it and moving it up to his chest. "Feel that? You drive me crazy! I can't seem to stop my heart from racing this fast when I'm around you."

His words were pulling at my heart. I looked down at my lap, I knew if I looked at him I'd get reeled back into his game.

"Say something Jordyn." He pleaded. "I know I make you feel the same."

I couldn't do it, I couldn't face having my heart broken again. Once with Abel was enough but if I let Jack in and he broke it to pieces, now that would completely destroy me.

"No. I don't." My voice shaking with every word.

"Don't lie to me Jordyn." He spoke, his hand moving my face, so that I was looking at him. "Tell me that you don't feel the same, do it."

The look in his eyes was enough to make me cry. I didn't know when it happened but tears were making their way slowly down my cheeks.

"I don't feel the same." I mumbled.

He shook his head.

"I don't believe you."

"It's the truth!" Lie.

"No, no it's not! Jordyn you know it's not!"

"Yes it is!" Lie number two.

I felt awful lying to him but this needed to be done in order to protect my heart. He needed to understand that he couldn't treat me like his toy one minute and then act like I mean something to him. I didn't care that I was causing myself this much pain. I'd rather take this self-pain than a much bigger heart ache caused by him.

"Well I don't believe you!" He yelled, swiftly moving closer and connecting our lips. I acted quickly not kissing him back. But he didn't give up he just pressed them tighter together.

"Kiss me back, Jordyn." He said against my lips.

"I can't do it." I cried. "I can't Jack."

I didn't cared that by now I was on a full on sob in front of him. I didn't care if he saw me being weak right now. I didn't have strength left in me to fight anymore. I wrapped my arms around my knees, trying to hold my self together.

"Jordyn."

"Please, just l-leave me alone Jack." I sobbed out. He tried reaching over but I moved away.