Falling for dylan

Paralyzed

Two weeks. It's been two weeks since I have talked to dylan. If you want me to be 100% honest... It's been the hardest two weeks I have ever been through. My moms birthday was a few days ago and we went to see her grave in Atlanta. I think I had a mental break down. It was a hard two weeks for me, I had to revisit my mothers death, l realized how much I missed my friends in Georgia, and I might have lost the only guy who I have ever really loved.
I heard a knock at my bedroom door causing me to flinch, than stand up to open it. On the way to the door, I stopped and looked at myself in the mirror. "What have I been doing with my life", I looked pale and weak. My body has slimmed down a lot causing my face structure to change. I walked over to the door and opened it. Emily, Laurie, and Spencer stood in the doorway with four ice cream cartons, four spoons and about 5 nick Sparks movies. Spencer was a girl we met at the beach a while back, she is one of our closest friends now. "We here for an emergency heart break call" Spencer said, her voice trailing off. I walked over to my bed and crawled under the covers. The girls just stood there for a few seconds. "Well, are you coming in?" I asked. They all smiled and walked in. Spencer gave each of us a tub of ice cream and a spoon, while Laurie put in the movie. We all each ate our tubs and watched the best of me, the note book, the lucky one, and message in a bottle. After many tears, and ice cream bites. I rested my head on my pillow and asleep.
The next morning I took the empty ice cream tubs and dirty spoons down stairs to the kitchen while the other girls were sleeping. After i placed the spoons in the sink and the tubs in the trash, I went to check the mail. I walked out side and my feet where on the pavement for the first time in two weeks. I haven't been outside or to the beach even for weeks. I walked down the driveway and to the mail box. After I grabbed a couple letters for Lucas and a couple for me from our friends in Atlanta. I also grabbed the couple of bills for my dad then turned around. Right when I turned, my face came inches away from someone's chest. "I don't want to talk dylan." I said and tried to squirm away. He grabbed my arm and pulled me closer. I tried not to look into his eyes because I knew if I did I would want to just kiss and forget. A tear wiggled out my eye, Dylan cought it before I could. I looked into his hazel eyes. "Dylan... I wasn't mad because you yelled at me. I was mad because you didn't trust me. I said. I tried to choke back tears... But it don't work. "I know that I was stupid. Believe me I know. But it just looked bad ︎okay? I can't loose you Cas" he said. "Well you should have just trusted me." I said as I walked away not looking back. I wiped away the tears so the girls wouldn't notice. I made each of us and my dad a cup of coffee I walked it upstairs and to my dad. Then took the other ones to the girls. I walked in my room and each oof them where squinting at there phones on Twitter and Instagram. "I brought you all coffee!" I said as i handed each one of them a cup of coffee. We all drank a few sips and then the question flew around in my mind. "What would you guys do... If what happened between Dylan and I was you?" I asked. I looked at Emily, she looked away as soon as I did. "Well, I would be angry at him. He should have trusted that you wouldn't go around kissing other boys" Spencer said looking relived. "Same." Laurie agreed. We all looked at Emily "Em?" I asked her. "You want my opinion? My opinion is you and Dylan are both over reacting. If you saw a girl leaning in to kiss him... You would think the same thing. And If neither of you realize how stupid your being by loosing each other than, maybe you don't need to be together." She let out sounding frustrated. I looked down at my coffee cup and swirled it around. Emily left slamming the door causing me to flinch.
+++next day+++
Today I was going to go surfing. I haven't been in a long time, and I already was bad as it is. I grabbed my board and walked outside. Lucas and Emily where down the beach, I'm guessing they moved down. I just grabbed my board and started to walk into the water. The current was very strong which is probably why Lucas and Emily where further down. I peddled out pretty far then swooped my legs over my board and sat down. The strong waves knocked me off of my board a few times. I just ignored it and got back on my board. I tried to ride a wave in, but it wasn't that strong. Next a giant wave-biggest I have ever seen- swooped over Em and Lucas. Next the wave splashed over me causing me to gasp for air and get shoved under water . I tried to hold on to my board but it hit my head causing me to have blurry vision. The waves kept coming so I could only come up for air every few seconds. I heard yelling and screaming coming from where Emily and Lucas where. I felt someone's arms wrap around me and they pulled me up on to shore. "keep your eyes open, keep them open cas" I heard them say. I looked down the beach where Lucas and Emily where. Someone scooped me up in there arms and carried me inside. "stay here, don't get up" the person said. "dylan?" I croaked. "stay here Cas." he said as he ran outside. My eyes where slowly trying to shut, but I kept them open. I heard an ambulance pull up with our drive way. My dad was running in and out of our back doors. "dad what is happening?" I asked. Just come on get up, I will help you." he said as he smiled and stood up. As soon as I got up pain shot through my legs and rushed to my head. My dad helped me to the car as the ambulance pulled out of out of our driveway. Dad tried to follow it, while I asked all the questions I could. "who is in that ambulance?" I said as my dad swerved the car. He wouldn't tell me though. I prayed to God it wasn't Lucas. We pulled up to the same hospital Dylan and I where put in when we got in our car crash. My dad helped me out of the car and into the waiting room. Dylan, Lucas, Mr.&Mrs. O'Brien where all sitting in the middle of the room, with there heads down. "Guys, what's going on?" I asked. Dylan's head popped up as he tried to stand up. His hair and cloths were wet and he smelled like ocean water. "tell her sweetie, about both things..." Mrs.O'Brien said. "okay, Cas can I talk to you?" he said. I nodded my head and stood up as Dylan and I walked to the balcony. "so what do you need to talk to me about? I asked. He stood there motionless for a second. "it's Em, she's the one in the hospital..." he said as he tried to hold back tears. "is she okay?" I asked as I started to walk back to the waiting room so i could see her. Dylan grabbed my arm and pulled me toward him. A tear fell from his eye, but he looked away so I wouldn't see only I did. "she's never going to walk again, surf again, do a lot of things ever again" he said as he looked back at me. "what? what do you mean?" I asked. Tears filled up in my eyes and fell from my face. "the doctor said the rock hit her spinal cord, she can't feel anything below her waist.." he said. Tears rolled down my checks, his as well. From that moment on, I eminently forgave him. Not because his sister/my best friend won't be able to walk again. but because I fell in love with him, and I'm not letting him go. "I'm sorry dylan, I really am". I said looking out at the ocean. "for what? For Emily?" he asked. I looked back at dylan he had that same sparkle in his eyes. "Yes, but not because of what happened to her. I am not forgiving you out of pitty. Shes been my best friends since second grade. She made me realize why I should forgive you. Things happen, I don't ever want to loose you". I said. Dylan and I just stood there, looking at each other. "well I don't want to loose you either". he said. He smiled and so did I. "I missed that smile.". he said hugging me. "Believe me.... I missed it too." we hugged for a minute, both whipping the tears from our eyes. I can't believe that with in one minute, my best friend lost all feeling below her waist. I'm not going to change the way I treat her, she's still just ole regular Emily. "what was the other thing you had to tell me?" I asked him. "oh okay, this is good news and I have only told my parents. I am going to be on T.v!"he said a little more enthusiastic. "what do you mean t.v?" I asked. "well it's a mtv series. We don't know if it's going to last long, but we started filming yesterday." he said. He looked happy, despite Emily being paralyzed. I could decide to be sad and depressed about my friend, or happy for Dylan. I gave dylan a hug, as he smiled hugging me back. "I choose you.."

an/ wow! it's been LONG time since I have updated! I have been writing this chapter for a while. I can't believe that I have 1.37k reads! that's crazy! I hope the change with all the chapters wasn't to complicated I only changed a couple, I basically took all the supernatural stuff out because I want Dylan to be in teen wolf👍. love you dean❤️