Dear Diary | Billie Eilish

Sunrise

Dear Diary,

I can't fall asleep. I want to sleep, but my sleep schedule is completely fucked. I really can't stop thinking about Billie. It's been 2 weeks since we met and we've been hanging out at each other's houses, calling, and flirting...a lot. I'm starting to really like her. Anyway, it's like 3 in the morning and I'm really bored. I also have school tomorrow so that's going to suck.

I flung myself onto my bed and went on my phone to pass the time until school. I was just scrolling through instagram and then I got a text from Billie. I clicked on the notification and saw the enlarged text screen;

Billie
Hey I can't sleep.

Me
Yeah. Me neither.

Billie
Yeah my sleep schedule's pretty fucked.
lol.

Me
Same
I mean if you're bored we could hang
out

Billie
I can come pick you up.

Me
ok

Billie
I'll be there in 15 minutes

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I put normal street clothes on and waited for Billie in my bedroom. After waiting for about 5 minutes, Billie texted me "Here." I snuck out of my bedroom window and walked to the front of my house. I saw a matte black dodge challenger parked in front of my house.

Her car is so badass. I walked over to the passenger side window and saw Billie sitting in the driver's seat. I opened the door and got in. "Wow. Sneaking out. What a badass" she said while laughing. I looked at her and playfully said "Shut up."

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We were on a highway with very few cars on it. I honestly had no idea where we were going and it was now around 4:30am. "Where are we even going" I impatiently asked. "We're going to watch the sunrise. Just relax."

BILLIE'S POV

Aurora fell asleep for the rest of the drive over. I don't even know how to explain her...she's perfect. I don't think I've ever felt this way for someone.

I pulled up on the top of the hill and parked. I turned to Aurora and softly rubbed her hair behind her ear while I said "We're here." It was around 5:00am now and the sun started to come up. We got out of the car and I grabbed a blanket before we sat on the hood of my car, watching the sunrise.

AURORA'S POV

Billie and I sat on the hood of her car, watching the sunrise. We were snuggled up against each other, under the blanket, while I also rested my head on her shoulder. We just sat there together. It was romantic, yet just so relaxing and peaceful.

Once the sun was finally up, she looked at me and asked "Do you want to go back now?" "I mean we kind of have to since I have school" I told her. "Yeah you're right."

We just sat there looking into each other's eyes. Her lips are perfect. She's perfect. I couldn't hold back the urge. I quickly leaned into her, giving her no time to react, and felt her soft lips pressed on mine. I felt her body tense up. I then felt her ease and she put her hand on the back of my head while she moved her lips along with mine.

I felt a swarm of butterflies in my stomach and I couldn't hold back a smile. I pulled away from her and she smiled while biting her lip. Did that actually just happen? "Ok, I have to get you to school," she said while blushing.