I woke up in matts arms and I remembered what happened yesterday. I was still afraid of the boys, because all of the memories that came back. I took a shower and put on a red sweatshirt that says normal people scare me and my grey sweat pants.
Also I put on my 5SOS bracelet to hide my cuts that I made this morning. (pic on the side) I was afraid to go downstairs and see all the boys. Taylor texted me and said that all of the Magcon boys were going to be here.
So I was really scared to go down stairs. When i got downstairs Taylor got up and came over to me to hug me. "P-please don't touch me." I said feeling the tears build up in my eyes.
"Meghan please let me hug you?" Taylor said to me sweetly but I didn't want anyone touching me. I just moved away from Taylor and sat on the couch and went on my phone.Suddenly I got a message.
From unknown:
Hey baby its jarred. I got your number from Maggie. I can't wait to fuck you again. I missed your body so fucking much! I will find you and I will fuck you again. I will fuck you so hard like there is no tomorrow. Can't wait to see you again baby girl. but when we meet again no crying or you will be punished😏😘
"FUCK!!" I yelled throwing my phone down on the floor with everyone staring at me. Kian walked up and say next to me and out his arm around me.
"D-don't touch me please." I said starting to cry. "What the hell happened??" Matt asked worriedly as he walked down stairs. N-nothing." I said as I tried to stop crying but I couldn't.
Matt sat next to me and pulled my hips to sit in his lap. "Oww fuck matt!" I yelled because my hips still hurt from Jarred kicked me. "I-I'm sorry Meg." Matt said worriedly. I just went over to the one person couch and sat down and put my legs up to my chest and cried.
Why did this happen to me? I don't deserve this. "Meghan you changed your password what is it?" Jc asked. I didn't answer them becaus I didn't want them to read the message because they would yell.
I changed my password to Aaron because he died. Great another thing to cry about. "Meghan what's your password?" Kian asked. I still didn't answer.
I started thinking about what happend with Jarred but I stopped thinking when I heard, "WHAT THE HELL?!" Coming from Matt. I kept my head in my legs to try and zone out again but I couldn't.
"Meghan?" Jc said. "Hello?" Ricky said."Meghan hello? Answer me please." I heard my dad say. "W-what?" I asked looking up with tears in my eyes.
"We won't let him get you." Matt said with tears in his eyes. I felt so bad for making him cry. I still haven't lifted my head out of my legs.
"Ugh what's going on?" I heard Madison Beer say as she walked in the house. I just stayed where I was and didn't move. I just cried. "Why is that bitch crying?" Madison asked. "I took my head out of my legs and got up and walked over to her.
"Okay I'm going to count to three and you better be gone by the time I get to three." I told her looking in her eyes. "And what will happen?" She asked smirking. "You don't want to know." i said fake smiling at her. "I'm not leaving." she said. "1" I started to count "2....3..." After I said that I punched her in the nose.
"What the fuck!" She yelled "Babe do something" She said talking to Trevor. I went to punch her again but I got pushed to the ground by Trevor. I hit my head and all the memories came back of my parents, Jarred, and the other guys that raped me.
Matt walked over to me and tried to pick me up but I just ran away. I was so afraid I know he would never hurt me but I feel like I can't trust anyone.
Matts pov
I went over to Meghan to pick her up but she just got up and ran away. "What the fuck Trevor!" Connor yelled as he heard Meghan slam her door.
"What" he asked. "You fucking pushed Meghan and she got raped yesterday and she is already afraid of us now she probably is scared or us all now you douchebag!" I yelled at him. "Matthew calm down its okay." JJ told me. "
No it's not!" I yelled. "My girlfriend got fucking raped and this fucking douche pushed her and she is fucking probably scared of me!" I yelled at them.
Meghan's pov
I was up in my room thinking about everything that happened in my life. My parents, the boys, Aaron, Trevor, Matt. It just made me happy because I have them and they are always there for me.
I wish I wasn't so afraid. I know that they would never hurt me I need to get over this. I just sat on my bed and cleared my mind of everything bad. I put on my headphones and listened to some songs I love and sang along to them.
Then the one song I can barley listen to came on. Popular Song by MIKA ft Ariana Grande. It was me and Aaron's favorite song we used to sing to it every time it came on the radio. (song on the side) I was strong and I listened to the song.
I sang the whole song and felt better. I felt like I had almost completely gotten over fear of men. So I went downstairs.
I walked into the living room and everyone was watching tv. No one noticed my presence so I walked behind the couch Matt was sitting on and I started sucking on his neck.
He moaned and everyone looked at us. I walked around the couch and sat on his lap."Hey Matty." I said as I hugged him. "Hey.. Are you okay?" Taylor asked me.
"Yeah fine." I said and smiled at him. "Okay." he said and returned the smile. Then Matt whispered something into my ear. "Your going to pay for what you did later." He sent shivers down my spine.
"So guys where is the slut and the manwhore?" I asked the boys. "Who?" Nash asked. "Madison and Trevor." I said laughing a bit. "Oh they left and went to Madison's house." Hayes said. "K" I responded back.
"Hey where is my phone?" I asked the boys and Sam handed me my phone. "Thanks Sammyboy." I said and he laughed.
"Hey me and Jc have to leave to go to awesomeness Tv see you guys later." Connor said as he walked it of the house. "Come one everyone lets go swimming!" Kian yelled and everyone ran out side and took of there shirts and jumped in the pool.
"Go get dressed babe." Matt said as he ran outside. I went to my room and out on my blue bikini I went over to my mirror and saw all my cuts on my hip that I made the day I got raped and all the bruises.
And you could also see my new cuts from yesterday. I put on a flannel to his everything and walked outside. "Come one Meg get in." Cameron said.
"Um I can't I-I um." I said but could think of anything. Just then Matt came over to me and kissed me. "Please babe" he said as he pulled off my flannel. "Matt no" I said as he pulled of my flannel and all my bruises and cuts.
"M-Meghan" Kian started to say. "H-he b-beat m-me." I said trying not to cry. M-Meghan.." Taylor started to say but I cut him off . "Taylor I'm fine don't worry. None of you worry I'm okay." I said as I calmed down. "okay" they all said as I got in the pool.
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Adopted by O2L (Completed)
FanfictionI know everyone is writing one of these but I wanted to give it a try
