Chapter 44

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"We are going to get you a tattoo!" Sam said and I smiled. "Omg really thank you guys so much!" I said and went to hug Dad. "Your welcome." Dad said and smiled at me. "Lets go then." Kian said and I ran to the car. "Your really exited arn't you?" Trevor asked and I nodded. I can't wait to get a tattoo.

When they got there
When we got there I literally jumped out of the car and ran inside with Andrea. And the guys were right behind me. Me and Andrea were talking and Jc called my name.

"Meghan this is my friend Romeo Lacoste." He said and I looked up and ran over and jumped on Romeo. "Omg Romeo I missed you." I said and all the boys looked shocked. "You know him?" Sam said as I nodded as Romeo put me down.

"Yeah he used to come to the adoption center and hang out with me. He gave some people tattoos over there." I said and smiled at him. "Yep." Romeo said and smiled back at me. "So which one of you is gonna get a tattoo?" He asked. "Mee!" I said and he looked at me and smiled. "Same one you showed me?" He asked and I nodded. (Pic of the tattoo on the side)

When Romeo got done giving me a tattoo I looked at it and hugged him. "Thank you so much I love it." I said and hugged him. "So Meghan what did you get?" Andrea asked and I showed her. "Wow that's so pretty." She said and hugged me. I walked over to the boys but I didn't see Trevor. "Guys where is Trevor I said and they looked worried.

Trevor's pov
I have to do this. I can't live like this anymore. I can't live without Meghan. I miss her so much. I'm going to end my life today. I wrote a note and there were parts for everyone one of O2l to read including Meghan. I was home cause I snook away and walked home.

I remembered that there was a gun in my closet. I got it out and put it up to my head. "I love you Meghan." I said and I shot myself.

Meghan's Pov
We all got in the car and drove home. I'm surprised we didn't get pulled over. When we got home I got out of the car and ran to Trevor's room. I opened the door and saw him on the floor lifeless with a gun in his hand and blood around him.

"NOO!!" I screamed as all the guys ran in the room. I kneeled beside Trevor and held his hand. "Trevor please wake up." I said. Nothing happened. "Trevor please!" I yelled and Sam picked me up. "No put me down!" I said through tears. He carried me out of the room and downstairs.

He sat on the couch and pulled me on his lap. I curled up on his lap and out my head in his chest and cried. "It's okay baby." he said rubbing my back. "Meghan we need you to read something." Andrea said as everyone walked downstairs, they handed me a note and it was addressed to all of us.

To Kian:
Kian you are like my brother and I love you. You are the best and you all easy make me laugh I'll miss you.
To Jc:
Hey bro you are my brother and my best friend I'll miss you and wishbone. Love you.
To Ricky:
I'll miss you Ricky. Your my singing partner. I hope you maker good in music. Love you Ricky.
To Connor:
Hey Con Da Bon. I'll miss you so much. You are the best man. Take good care of Meghan. Bye love you.
To Sam:
Hey man take good care of Meghan. I know she really loves you. Your like the brother I've never had. I know we have our ups and downs but I love you bro.
And lastly to Meghan:
Meghan I don't know what to say honestly but I still love you. I don't think I've ever stopped loving you. I know your with Sam and I hope he treats you well. But don't worry about me. Just be yourself and remember I'm always with you. And also don't ever stop singing. I'll miss you so much. I love you...

I dropped the letter and cried into Sam's chest. "I-It's my f-fault." I said still crying. "No it's not." Dad said hugging me. I just cried. It's my fault he's gone. I'm gonna miss him so much. "Meghan it's gone be okay." Sam said as he kissed my head. "N-no." I said and walked out side to the pool and sat on one of the pool chairs.

(Listing to Amnesia By 5SOS😭)
I forgot I had my phone in my pocket. I pulled it out and went on Twitter. @Meghan_Franta: It's hard losing someone you love. I'll miss you Trev. #RIPTrevorMoran😭
I posted that and I instantly got a bunch of comments saying that they'll miss him and a bunch of crying emojis.

I can't believe he is actually gone. I mean one second he was here now he is gone forever. I felt my eyes getting heavy and I fell asleep. I woke up to some carrying me. It's Sam. "How is she?" Dad asked Sam.

"I don't know man she fell asleep out there. She took it pretty hard. She is so upset." Sam said. "Yeah he was here first boyfriend." Dad said. He was right Trevor wast first actual boyfriend and what i mean by actual is that when I was younger my mom made me have a boyfriend I was 10 and he was 12.

His name was Aston. He was so nice to me when my parents weren't around, but when they were he was always mean to me so he wouldn't have to leave. Every time he hit me he would apologize when my parents left.

"Meghan wake up." I heard Sam say. "Yeah?" I said and he looked at me. "Who is Ashton?" He asked and my eyes widened.

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