what i said tonight was the truth. i really do want to be friends again.
but if you don't want to, i understand. i treated you like shit after we broke up, because i was still trying to wrap my head around it all. i'm really sorry for that.
i'm sorry this all has to be so difficult. i'm sorry i'm the one who made it all so difficult.
but it's really your decision. we can be strangers again, and i won't talk to you ever again. or we can be friends again, and start from the beginning. i know what i want, now it's time for you to decide.
all i know for certain is this- yes, i still love you. i never stopped, after all this time. but my love has also changed. it's not the same as it used to be. before, i wanted to be by your side through everything. i wanted to grow old together, to get married and have children. now, though, i want to stand on the sidelines. i want to be there for you through your happiest days. i want to be a shoulder to cry on. i want to be among the guests when you say your vows to your future wife or husband.
i still care about you. that's never changed.
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depressed thoughts
Randombecause we all have those moments, i decided to write this. whenever i feel depressed, or anxious, or like i need to cut, i'll write in here. nothing special, just what i feel at the moment. read if you dare, or if you care, or if you want to. i'll...
