i'm not sleeping or eating right. i almost gave in to self-harm last night. i miss her so goddamn much. it hurts to breathe. i can barely get out of bed. but i can't do anything. it's her decision if she wants to get back with me. i just wish it wasn't this hard...
i hope she doesn't see this. she'll think it's all her fault, and it's not. it's mine. it's all my fault. i'm the one who made this stupid decision. i'm the one who put this on myself. i'm the one who has to pay the consequences.
why does it have to be this difficult...
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depressed thoughts
Randombecause we all have those moments, i decided to write this. whenever i feel depressed, or anxious, or like i need to cut, i'll write in here. nothing special, just what i feel at the moment. read if you dare, or if you care, or if you want to. i'll...
