At first I was afraid, I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live without him by my side
But then I spent so many nights thinking how he did me wrong
And I grew strong
And I learned how to get along.I felt foolish soon after finding out who Marcus presumed to be. It was no surprise the whole biblical sense of him I have been aware for some time on the topic of Lucifer being the devil and angels such as Amenadiel roaming earth along with maze the demon girl. All being close friends of mine and colleagues.
But the fact he played me and everyone so well that he was the good guy the good boss man no killer not the first murderer. He lied and made me fall for him, fallen hard to the point we shared house keys and wanted a life together so I thought. After finding the truth he hide from me I could no longer trust him or what he wanted here on earth with me and my friends. Strangely he accepted my dismay, He told me goodbye ending things with me that day. He left not heard from or seen.
And so he's back From outer space. I just walked in to find him here with that sad look upon his face. I should have changed that stupid lock.
"I should have made you leave your key" I tell him attempting at standing tall once i close the door behind me.
If I'd known for just one second he would be back to bother me. why didn't i think of this, i thought when he left he was gone for good and now i see him standing in front of me and i am surely not pleased.
"I just wanted to see you" Marcus/Cain says softly.
"Go on now, go, walk out the door Just turn around now 'Cause you're not welcome anymore. Weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye?" I try to stay calm when talking to him but i cant help but feel the warmth of anger inside me. What did he think I'd crumble? or think I'd lay down and die?
"I thought saying goodbye was best considering everything" He stares searching my face for something, maybe for that love i use to have spread on my face when i looked at him. Or is he here to see if i really have crumbled. If his love made me die.
"oh no I have survived
Oh, as long as I know how to love, I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live
And I've got all my love to give and I'll survive. And you need to leave and say goodbye" It took all the strength I had not to fall apart.I Kept trying hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart
And I spent oh-so many nights just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry. But now I hold my head up high."I did not mean to hurt you, I didn't mean to get involved with you Y/n, I didn't think i could love or be loved" He gives me sad eyes.
"I'm not that chained-up little person still in love with you
And so you felt like dropping in and just expect me to be free
Well, now I'm saving all my lovin' for someone who's loving me
Go on now, go, walk out the door
Just turn around now
'Cause you're not welcome anymore" I scoff at the man"let me explain at least give me that." he says determinedly
"Weren't you the one who tried to break me with goodbye?
You think I'd crumble?
You think I'd lay down and die?
Oh no, I survived" I chuckle how can he now want to explain he had time to do so when i found out who he really is instead he stayed quite and than said his simple goodbye."I just wanted to die! i didn't mean to fall in love with you, all i ever wanted was my mark removed for many millennial's i tried and i thought i could achieve that here finally but i met you and part of me didn't know what i wanted anymore so when you found out who imam i left. I thought it was the right thing to do." He basically shouts.
I stare in shock not knowing what to say to do. Is that suppose to change things with us am i suppose to forgive the lies and hurt.
"You made me realize that life is worth living, and I will do anything to stay alive. as long as I know how to love, I know I'll stay alive I've got all my life to live now with new purpose and goals being You Y/n. I've got all my love to give and I know we can survive"
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Lucifer Imagines
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