Fate In The Sky

Chapter 23

Hera

"Liar!"

I don't know anymore if things would work on us, it's getting more complicated.

Once again, I look back on him on this dim corner of the place and tears steaming down on my face. Our eyes met and I instantly walk away, but my feet feel so heavy and it want me to stay and run for him to get what's mine but my pride stop me from doing that.

"Hey, are you crying?" Krissa confronted as she approach me at kagagaling niya lang sa bar grabbing another bottle of vodka.

"I'm not" I lied, of course! Sinong hindi iiyak pag nasasaktan?

"Stop crying na, nasa club tayo we should have fun like a crazy woman!" She almost yell and lift the bottle up. "Bottoms up!" She added at nagsalin ng vodka sa baso.

"I'm not crazy as her" My mouth is sometimes vulgar and I can't blame for that.

"Hey speaking of crazy woman. Alam mo bang may literal na baliw na babae dito? As in kanina lang" I furrowed my brows as I heard what Krissa said. Kaming dalawa lang ang nandito sa couch at ang ibang kasamahan namin ay nagsasayaw.

"I don't care"

"Well, binasag niya lang naman yung bote at nilaslas sa palapulsohan niya. Ehh, she's creepy" Bigla akong kinutoban sa sinabi ni Krissa  and that two-faced bitch flashed out in my mind.

"What she look like?"

"Payat? Parang maputla? Ugh, basta she's a girl" The way Krissa describe the girl, that two-faced bitch image keeps flashing in my mind.

"Fuck. That two-faced bitch!" I utter with much anger within me. She would do anything para lang mapansin ni Kyjie, tsk!

Nauna akong umuwi sa kanila, alcohol didn't affect me anymore because anger filled my entire being. I swear if I see that two-faced bitch again I would lose my sanity.

Our last training here in Cebu are done and we are now taking our flights back in Manila. I was alone the whole flight and didn't join the gang with their unending chitchat and my mind stuck on random things that triggered my mentality. When we already touchdown, dumiretso na ako sa unit at hindi na sumama sa fri-ty nila and it means 'friday-party'

Simula noong bumalik ako dito, I tried my best to stay away from him and focus more in myself. I just want to give more time for me because from the very first when my mom delivered me I was only having myself and I am not a men's responsibility to take to. I may have relationship with Kyjie but doesn't mean I will depend on him because from the very start I am a responsibility of my own and that's the woman I am.

Days, weeks and month already passed and we still didn't make up, we haven't talk to each other and I can't deny the fact that I was having hard time thinking about us because we missed a celebration our every monthsary and I also miss him.

But yeah, girls pride are higher than eiffel tower.

Today is our 11th month of love and we stil didn't talk to each other and I felt bad for that.

"You two should make up already before my birthday!" Shai concluded and sip on her tequila.

"Right, your birthday is coming. November 28 right? Uhm it's saturday!" I obviously avoided her topic, I came here at Xylo bgc to enjoy myself and empty my mind from stressful things that I've been through.