Fate In The Sky

Chapter 39

Hera

"Mommy are you okay now?"

I smiled. Forcing myself to. "Yes baby"

Three days straight I was all alone inside my room, wasn't able to talk to anyone, to eat my meal properly. I was hurt again, I was dealing with the loneliness and pain I felt before.

Ayaw kong makita ako ni Dylan na umiiyak at nasasaktan kaya nagkunware akong nagkasakit lang kaya hindi ko muna siya pinalapit sa'akin. Simula din sa gabing yun ay hindi ko na kinakausap at hinaharap si Kyjie, dumalaw siya dito noong nakaraang araw pero si Dylan lang ang humarap sa kanya.

I don't want to face him again, nasasaktan lang ako. Napag desisyunan ko na ding matapos ang birthday ni Dylan which is ngayon ay babalik na kami sa New York sa susunod na araw. I want to leave for real now. Iiwan ko na ang mga sakit na nararamdaman ko dito.

"The girls can't come. But they send some gifts for D. Aya's in flight, Abby had an emergency, you know?" Shai pointed out while putting the gifts on the center table that Aya and Abby send for Dylan.

I smiled while airing the balloons. "Yeah I understand them"

"You're not okay." Natigilan ako sa ginagawa at biglang kumirot ang puso sa sinabi ni Shai.

Naramdaman ko ang paglapit niya. "Hey, I don't know what I should do to make you feel better, but I am here to empathize you okay?" Hinaplos niya ang likod ko at agad naman akong naluha.

I'm not okay, I'm still on the process of recove from all the pain. Wala akong gana sa lahat ng bagay pero kailangan kong gumalaw at simulan ang araw para sa anak ko at ayaw kong sirain ang birthday niya. I will do anything for my son, even if it's killing me inside.

Shai helped me with the preparation while we hire some chiefs for the foods. It's a kids party kaya walang hard drinks. Hindi naman din karamihan ang mga batang inimbitahan kasi wala namang kaibigan na taga dito si Dylan. It's just Soleil and her friends.

Mamayang hapunan ang start ng party kaya may oras pa kaming ihanda lahat. White and blue and theme ng party at puro related sa football at eroplano ang theme, yun kasi ang mga gusto ng anak ko.

He enjoyed playing with Soleil's friend as well as Soleil while waiting for the moon to come out. I was just staring to my son who's extra happy because he just turned five. I can't help but to get emotional, thinking how my son grow everyday.

It's already six o'clock so I called Dylan so that I can wash him and prepare him for his birthday party.

"Mommy anong oras pupunta si daddy? Sabi niya kasi dadalhin niya si Margaux dito" Natigilan ako sa pagbibihis sa kanya at bahagyang napatingin.

I tried to smile though it hurts. "I don't know anak. Just enjoy your birthday okay?" I plastered a small smile before proceeding.

"Mommy aren't you happy?" Biglang tanong niya habang inaayos ko na ang buhok ko.

I furrowed my brows. "Why'd you aksed baby?"

He suddenly sighed. "You didn't greet me yet. Napansin ko din ang lungkot mo mommy. Are you fighting with daddy?" He pouted. Nasaktan ako dahil naapektuhan na ang anak ko sa nararamdaman ko.

I brushed his hair and smiled. "Baby, happiest birthday. I felt a bit sad because you're growing but happy at the same time because you're going to be fine young man" I caress his face ang squeezed a bit. "I love you always anak" I kissed his cute lips.