Revenge of Love (Lost in Love #1)

💖Chapter 17: I knew I was Right💖

😎Sandro😎

Being back with Amy is truly amazing, I know it has only been a few hours but I'm really happy she forgave me. I almost messed everything up with that stupid accident, that's why I don't drink. We were all having lunch and I couldn't wait to see Amy, I know she's gonna be beautiful no matter what, I can't wait to kiss those lips, so soft and sweet its like a drug I need to survive.

UGH! I sound like a love sick puppy

I don't mind, if it means I get to love someone as awesome and beautiful as Amy.

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Alex and I had been in the restaurant for about 5 minutes and I was getting restless, all I wanted to do was kiss Amy. Alex was teasing me about it but I just ignored him, he doesn't know what it means to be in love.

In love?

Oh Wow!

I guess I do love her, its not like I'm gonna tell her now. I don't want to ruin what we have or could have. The door opened and the girls walked in, they walked straight to us once we were spotted. Amy was the last person to enter and once again her beauty took my breath away.

I stood up to approach her but I was beat to it by Alex

Alex? What the hell.

He kissed her cheek and she blushed. She freaking blushed. I was very confused when she didn't even look my way but she gave Alex a smile and sat next to him. Confused didn't even begin to explain what I was feeling, besides rage and hate for my supposed brother, I was also starting feel what I felt growing up. The urge to kill Alex but I obviously didn't act on it, I just sat there and acted like I didn't want to punch a wall.

From the look on everyone else's face, I knew I wasn't the only one who was shocked, but no one said anything. We grabbed our table and ordered. Alex and Amy were talking when Nessa asked us a question

"So when did you and Alex start.....all this?" I was really interested in the answer but once again I didn't say anything because I knew if I did, I would probably say something I didn't mean.

Yeah. I mean I thought you and Sandro were together" Amira asked. She seemed kind of angry and I honestly understand why, she was the one who made sure we were ok, she really is a good sibling unlike mine who just stole the love of my life, its funny how I feel in love with someone I've known for more than over a month but all the bimbos I've been with over the years don't even compare.....or at least I thought they didn't.

"Well. Last night I couldn't sleep. So I went for a walk to clear my head and I realized you guys were right. I can't trust Sandro, no matter how much I like him. I ran into Alex and long story short we kissed and I felt that spark I didn't have with Sandro" I thought there was a spark. Or maybe not, I didn't let the fact that I was hurt show on my face so I masked it with an expressionless one.

Everyone went back to what they were doing after Amy's hurt answer. That answer really hurt me. I mean I thought we were on the same page. I thought everything was going good. Is this cause of the stupid accident? Does she think I'm using her?

Did she move on to hurt me? And of course moving on to my brother does kind of make her a slut but it also makes me really hurt and hate Alex even more than I did back then. I can't believe I ever considered actually wanting to have a relationship with him again. Never again.

"Amy are you okay?" Sandra asks and everyone looks at her including me. Amy was crying, like full blown crying. She was trying to stop them but they weren't

"I'm sorry I've got to go." She said grabbing her bag and standing up. I thought she had left but then I saw her hand reach out to grab the water jug before all of it was dumped on me, she left shortly after but not before saying "I can't believe I loved you and you would do this to me"

But the only thing I could think about was that I hate Alex, he stole the love of my life.

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🌹Amy🌹

~Two weeks later~

Sandro had been trying to reach me, everyway he could. He would come to my office, call me, text me, call my friends so he could talk to me, even stop by my apartment but I wasn't paying him any attention. If he really did like me or even love me then he shouldn't have done what he did, the worst he could do was show emotion even if it was a negative emotion. This whole plan was to find out if he was using me and at first I did but now I don't know anymore.

Why would he be using me if he kept coming around?

Oh No!

What if I just made the biggest mistake of my life?

I ran out of my office grabbing my bag, I yelled for Sharon to cancel all my meetings for the day and quickly headed to the elevator for the underground parking lot where my car was.

I had just reached Sandro's house and I was trying to catch my breath because I was really nervous what if he doesn't take me back? I would hate to loose my chance at love.

I finally gathered up my nerves, ignored the nagging voice in my head and knocked on the door, it took a while but the door was opened by a woman. She looked like she had just woken up and was only wearing a shirt I thought was Sandros but I ignored that.

"Hi, good morning is Sandro here?" I said being polite.

She leaned against the door "Yes but he's still asleep, I must have worn him out last night but I could wake him up if you'd like" Worn him out?

I knew I was right. It hurts that I was right, I wish I was wrong. So he really just wanted me for the sex and moved on as soon as I said no. "Um....no that's fine but thanks" I said walking away sadly. I walked to my car that was parked across the street, I sat there for a while just bawling my eyes out. I was heartbroken and confused. Why act like you care when you're sleeping with other girls? Why would this happen to me?

I drove straight home, got a huge bowl of ice cream and just sat in my bathtub. Life was really sad and all I wanted to was eat more than my weight.

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