I sigh and bite my inner cheek wanting to stop the tears from pouring down but it doesn't work. This is all your fault Sandro, why couldn't you just be different from all the others
I guess I just have terrible taste in men
"I'm sorry guys I can't...
I was really surprised when I heard the way Sophie was talking to Alex and Sandro. We were all good the last time we saw each other, I wonder what happened between that time and now. Maybe something happened between her and Alex, and like always she doesn't tell anyone. I always wondered how she lives with herself or how she sleeps at night with all the secrets she harbors. She never tells anyone anything, she locked away herself away and only God knows why. No doubt it was because of a boy, everybody's problems are either because of a boy, family or trauma. It could be anyone and no one knows cause she won't tell us.
Sandro asked to talk to Nessa, so they went to the kitchen. I wonder what they were talking about. I still feel really bad about cancelling our date, I really wanted to go but Nessa is more important to me than this date....I think. I was pulled out of my thoughts when Nessa walked out of the kitchen, she was heading straight for me with a huge smile that was creeping me out.
"That is a creepy ass smile" I said once she got to me. She laughed and pulled me up to follow her, I groaned but followed her to the kitchen which was now empty.
"Amy, Sandro told me about the date. I know you cancelled because of me but I really think you should go." I shook my head obviously disagreeing with her.
"You are way more important than this date. It can always be rescheduled." I say hoping she sees reason. Sandro wasn't the one who held my hair up when I had a stomach bug or stayed with me for a whole week until I was better, she missed a lot of her classes for me and now she needs me , I can't just go like its nothing.
"I know you want to be here for me and I love you for that but sometimes we need to be selfish" She said and I nodded my head in understanding. I guess she is kinda right. I really want to go on this date with Sandro, maybe Nessa is right, I'm always putting people first, I need to be more selfish. Ok I'm gonna do it.
I looked at her to give her my final answer but I met her biting her lip trying to hold in her laughter. I ignored it and tried speaking but she waved her hand in the air cutting me off.
"Don't worry. You were thinking at loud" She said giggling. I laughed with her.
"What about my dress tho" I said realizing my dress was at home. She got up and walked into her closet, she came back later with a red skater dress with black heels. The dress was beautiful and perfect, it wasn't too slutty but it said 'I'm proud of my body' it was a beautiful dress and I was totally in love with it. I thanked her and went to the bathroom to change, we've all seen each other naked but I am still very conscious of my body.
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(Amy's dress👇)
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We walked down the stairs and all eyes turned to me, I was really conscious of everything, the dress, my body, the fact that I don't know if Sandro will like it. We got to the bottom of the stairs and all I could do was stand there awkwardly.
