Revenge of Love (Lost in Love #1)

💖Chapter 16: The Plan💖

🌹Amy🌹

Should I have kissed him? I asked myself as I waked into the surprisingly luxurious tent. Maybe kissing him was a bad idea. Now he probably thinks I want us to get back together. Even though we didn't really break up. I'm so confused and I know that asking the girls would make me even more confused but I still need all the advice I can get.

I walked to where my bed was and sat on it with a sigh. The girls looked at me probably waiting for me to talk but knowing them, they most likely saw what happened outside. By now it was really late. Like 10 p.m.

They want answers but I honestly don't have any answers. I don't know why I kissed him. Maybe I just wanted to know if I still felt something for and I do. I sighed

"What?" I asked them already knowing what they were gonna say.

"So are you back together with that rapist now? Is that how we do? We forgive people who almost rape us?" Of course that was Sandra. I don't get what her problem is with me. She's been such a bitch towards me and I don't even know why.

"Look I ju-" I was cut off by everyone

"You deserve more than this Amy. So honestly I'm disappointed"

"I don't really care sis as long as you are happy" Sophie and Sandra looked at her like she was crazy. I'm happy she's on my side, she didn't care before but now it feels like she's actually making effort to make up for what she did last time.

"I agree with Amira. It only matters if she's happy. So Amy are you happy?" Nessa said. I sighed

"I was.....until all this. I know I really like him and I know what he did was just a mis-" again I was cut off

"Bitch u better not say mistake" Sandra said. We all call each other bitch but the way she said it was almost like an insult and I did feel insulted.

I glared at her "Don't interrupt me again" I almost shouted.

She rose her hands in surrender "Now as I was saying. I know it was a mistake or I think it was. He says he was drunk and doesn't remember it happening. And honestly he seemed out of it when it happened" they sighed finally understanding my dilemma.

"So what are you gonna do?"

"I don't know yet. I guess I'll sleep on it". They agreed and got ready for bed

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After finally convincing the girls about Sandro. We went to bed, only problem was I wasn't sleepy. My thoughts were keeping me awake. I was both happy and unsure about being with Sandro again. After Max I wasn't ready to trust any man again but its different with Sandro, at least that what I thought. I'm so confused, why did he have to do this, why do I always end up in the terrible situation then and now?

*1 hour later*

I looked at my phone and it was 1 am. All the girls were asleep. I sighed and decided to take a walk to clear my head. I found myself in a garden, it was beautiful with all the different flowers~roses, lilies, daffodils, irises and some flowers I couldn't name~ They made the garden look so beautiful in the moon light.

Tired from walking, I found a bench but noticed someone already sitting there. I saw what looked like the silhouette of Sandro but as i walked closer I found it was only Alex.

"Oh...hi" I said with a sigh

He chuckled "You don't seem very happy to see me" he said and moved creating space for me

"Oh I'm sorry I just thought you were Sandro".

"Its fine. Life is full of disappointments. Isn't it?" He said looking down with a deep sigh