Revenge of Love (Lost in Love #1)

💖Chapter 7: Advice💖

A/N: So I'm thinking of changing Amy's name to Adira. I think it sounds more of a twin name than Amanda and Amira. Please leave your comments. The one with the highest vote wins. I'll cast the winner by the 20th chapter.

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🌹Amy🌹

              Everyone was having casual discussions, I look at Sophie who's staring shamelessly at Alex.... I scoff silently. And she says she doesn't think he's hot. I mean he's a Greek god.

'Yeah but Sandro is way hotter!' My subconscious mocks. I roll my eyes and groan realizing I just rolled my eyes at myself. But I mean he is way hotter than Alex. I have no shame mostly because I know I'm just stating facts. Or maybe its because I just feel some type of way around him.

I turn to look at Sandro only to find him staring at me already. I blush and he chuckles. Curse my light chocolate skin.

"Are you OK?" No...I mean you just caught me staring at you. I mean I wasn't really staring but still he caught me. My face is like really hot and I can feel its so red.

"I'm fine...why?" I knew the answer but I still wanted to know. Its not everyday you get to see a Greek God here on earth. I could just swoon but no that's too much. I remember when we were slow dancing and he held me so freaking close to him and we danced. It was like everything around us just faded away that was until the song ended and we had to pull apart.

"Um....I saw you rolling your eyes" Ha! I knew it. He probably thought I was doing it cause of him. Honestly I didn't know he was watching me that long. Its not like anyone is gonna tell him I what I've been thinking about.

'I will' I roll my eyes at my obnoxious subconscious for the second time today. I look back at Sandro to answer his question that....wasn't really a question only to find him with a raised eyebrow. That's when I realize I rolled my eyes again. Blushing from embarrassment, I quickly apologize.

"I'm so sorry...that was not directed at you" I say looking down. He chuckles. That was so embarrassing. I need to stop rolling my eyes, at least do it in my head before someone thinks I'm crazy.

"Its fine don't worry about it. Having an argument with yourself is totally normal." He says.

"Really?" I asked not trusting he's being serious.

"No!" He says laughing. I can't help but laugh too. I kinda walked right into that one.

"That....wasn't.....funny" I say between laughs. He scoffs but keeps laughing.

"So...Alex" Vanessa says louder than everyone interrupting us. He turns to her from Sophie who just rolls her eyes." I was wondering. My office is holding a new years party and I'm in charge of sponsors. So I was.....wond-" he cuts her off obviously knowing what she was going to say. We all did. I don't blame her tho anyone would take advantage of him and his money.

"If I would sponsor?" She nods and grins sheepishly. "I would love to" he says and she smiles thanking him.

Amira yawns and Sophie says its our cue to leave. It actually getting pretty late. Alex and Sandro walked us to Sophie's BMW which she absolutely adores. She wouldn't admit it but I think it has some sentimental values but like I said she wouldn't say.

"Bye guys...I'll see you Monday Amy" I nod , smile and wave. We entered the car and hit the road.

Halfway to Sandra's house, Sophie decides to play her usual mother role. Which is super sweet and inspiring sometimes but like it can get super annoying. Sometimes I just think she's doing too much, I feel like she adapted that role when she had like this really bad experience with this one guy who doesn't deserve to live rent free in my head.

"So...Amy what's going between you and Sandro?" Here we go!

"What ever do you mean" I asked but it came out as dry. I didn't mean to sound like that but I mean I knew it was coming and I'm really not in the mood to answer that right now. Cause I don't even know the answer to that myself.

She sighs" I'm just asking cause I'm concerned. I don't want you getting heartbroken again." I sigh and remember to roll my eyes in my head. She doesn't know half of the things I've been through to be concerned for me. I'm an adult and I know right from wrong. I don't need her babying me just cause I haven't really been lucky in the dating department but neither has any one else.

"Look nothing's going on. He just asked me to dinner. And I think I need to let the past go and get out there." I say meaning it truly. I need to forget about all the heart breakers. I'm not gonna live my life always letting the past get in the way of my happiness.

"I know but you just met this guy, you don't know who he is. All I'm saying is just please be careful, you need to protect yourself before putting yourself out there" I sigh and nod knowing I can't argue with her cause she's right. I don't know Sandro and I need to be careful.

"Thanks Sophie" she nods and smiles through the rear view mirror. There is silence before Nessa breaks it with the longest sigh ever. Excuse me for being like this to Nessa but damn she is always seeking attention with her overdramaticness. Its super annoying. Especially when something important

"What's up with you Nessa?" Sandra asks putting her hand on Nessa's arm. Why do y'all even bother, she just wants attention. I never know when something is actually wrong with her. Because every time its something very stupid like she ran out of lip gloss or her favorite show stopped airing like wtf.

She sighs again. "The year's almost over and I'm not sure if the agency is gonna renew my contract or not. This new year's party might just be my last" she says on the brick of tears. See now I kinda feel bad for judging her but you can't blame me. This is something to be worried about but I mean if she does get dropped it gives her a chance to chase her dreams of opening her own chain of restaurants like she always wanted to do. It wasn't the vision her mom had for her, her mom has always been someone she respects and looks up to, she has always wanted her mom's approval in everything. I don't get why tho.

That's so sad. She's like the best model ever. Even with the restaurant, I know how it feels to feel like you're losing the one thing you love the most. This is how I felt when Mark got that promotion not me. It was my dream but I mean I guess life is unfair.

"Don't worry girl. They will be really stupid to let you go. You're the best they've got. Don't worry about it OK?" Amira says

She nods wiping her tears. "You're right. I got this.....thanks" we hug her.

Once arriving at home, I strip to take a shower. When done I hit the bed and I'm out like a light.

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A/N: So don't forget to vote for the name you prefer.

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Next chapter is kinda sad and is in Vanessa's Pov.

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