Revenge of Love (Lost in Love #1)

💖Chapter 11: When we were kids💖

😎Sandro😎

All I can think about is Amy's soft and juicy lips. I mean how can one person's be so soft and delicious. She tasted like strawberries. Makes me wonder what her other lips taste like. I mean I've kissed a lot of women but they don't even compare or stand a chance against Amy's super soft and naturally plump lips that just makes want to bite and suck on them. They're so pink, you'd think she's wearing lip gloss. Meeting her is literally the best thing that has happened to me since I moved out of my parents house.

She isn't like the others. She didn't wear a skimpy outfit or order a salad cause she was trying to watch her figure. I mean why do they do that? Sometimes a guy like to be able to grab on girls, and damn is Amanda Collins thick as hell. I smirk remembering he outfit and how much thigh I could grab but I held back. I didn't want to come on as a pervert, when she is ready tho its gonna take a lot from me to hold back.

My phone buzzed signaling I had an incoming call. Looking I saw it was Alex, I rolled my eyes hating that he was ruining my day dreaming about Amy I answered the phone putting it on driving mode.

"What" I answered kinda rudely but in my defense he did interrupt my thoughts about Amy.

"I'm guessing the date didn't go well?" That sounded more of a statement than a question. Who the hell did he think he was making assumptions about my life. I hate him so much.

I roll my eyes even though I know he can't see me "It did. Now what do you want?" He sighed. Alex and I aren't exactly close as twins. From the way we acted, some would think we're enemies. I don't really know how we became like this....that's a total lie, we became like this because my dad never acted like I was his child. He acted like I was some kid he picked up from the streets. And Alex didn't do anything, just stood there acting like he was the perfect son.

If we need each other we'll be there but I can't just pretend like everything fine. I can't suddenly just start acting like his twin. We're twin by blood that's it, I'm so happy we don't look anything alike because then I would actually have to explain to people why I hate him.

"Hey bro.....you still there?" His voice brought me back to reality

"Yeah sorry I spaced out"

"Its fine. I just asked if you could get me some ice cream from fro-yo zone, you can pick the flavor" I rolled my eyes, he always loved ice cream.

"Fine. Whatever" I said wanting to get this conversation to end as quickly as possible. I hung up the phone before he could say anything to ruin my mood that is getting worse by the second.

I don't mean to be rude but its just whenever I talk to him, I just remember all the time he didn't stand up for me and made me look bad in front of our dad who by the way still thinks I'm a fuck up. Even after I studied business to make him happy. I wasn't summa cum laude like Alex but I was just as smart. He just didn't like me no matter what I did. Alex was always the better son.

I unclenched my jaw noticing I was clenching it in the first place. Instead of driving to fro-yo zone, I drove to his place seeing as Amy already made me get ice cream for him. What a coincidence.

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Arriving at his condo, I entered without knocking seeing as I had a key.

"Hey bro is that you" I heard him yell from one of the rooms. I mumbled a 'yeah' seeing as my mood was now somewhat sour. He walked to me and took the ice cream, saying a 'thank you' he walked towards his living room with me in tow.

"What you watching?"

"Hell fest" he said. I was about leaving when he invited me to join. I hesitated not wanting to start up some shit with him. But seeing as it was raining.

"Sure" I said taking off my jacket. I walked to his kitchen and made some pop corn. When that was done, I sat beside him on the couch as the movie began.

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The movie was over now but I was still wide awake and so was Alex.

"So...." This is awkward.

"Yes...yes it is" must have said it out loud

"It shouldn't be though" not this again.

"Don't start" he suddenly stood up

"Start what Aless?" He always calls me that. I roll my eyes at it

"All I'm saying is that I want my brother back.....I know we can't just go back to the way things were between us when we were kids but we can try. Aless I know I wasn't a good brother. I should have told you otherwise when you decided to study business with me just to make dad happy. I love you. You're my twin for crying out loud we're supposed to be like white on rice. I know dad was harsh on you but I-" I had had enough so I cut him off

"Harsh? No harsh is when you say what you don't really mean. Dad wasn't harsh.....he was relentless. He made me believe I was nothing compared to you, he made want to commit suicide. He......he made me want to do things to you because I envied you. You were always the perfect son. Got the best grades, got the girls mom and dad approved of, you even had to get summa cum laude.

"I worked really hard for that position but no you had to work harder. I don't hate you but i just cant relate with you like we're best of buddies. We might be twins but sometimes I wish u were never born. Because maybe then dad would actually realize I'm his son not some idiot he picked off the streets....I thought we were gonna have a nice night and then go to bed but no you just couldn't leave it alone.....Goodnight Alex" I said as I walked to the guest bedroom. I thought i heard him mumble a very faint 'goodnight Aless'.

I took a shower and changed into the night clothes I had here before lying on the bed trying to go to sleep but it just wouldn't come. Thanks to Alex....I'm too worked up to go to sleep. I need something to take my mind away from all this.

Just then like a miracle I received a message from Amy

"Night Alessandro❤" I chuckled at the use of my full name.

Smiling I texted back a goodnight.

She was the perfect distraction. I closed my eyes willing sleep to come....which it did. I slept peacefully with the thought of Amy on my mind.

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A/N: Hey guys, this is the update I promised. I have actually written to chapter 28 but it on paper. So I have to transfer to wattpad and add a little tweaks here and there. Also please vote in the comments which name you like better between Adira and Amanda.

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