this is entirely self indulgent because im on the verge of breaking down rn LMAO anyways
set in the smp<3
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you stumbled backwards at the sight, back hitting someone. "oh god, oh god oh godohgodohgod," you muttered, hand shakily coming up to cover your mouth. "oh theres so much blood."
you went limp against the person behind you as soon as you felt their arms around you, supporting you as you almost broke down. you didnt notice the tears till they were streaming down your face, even then it was just a dull warmth as you stared in horror at the blood pooling around her usually pristine white hair, making it clump together and staining it an ugly brownish-red.
someone stepped in front of you, blocking your view of the gruesome scene. your wide, tear-filled eyes slowly looked trailed up the figure. your hand fell from your mouth, instead finding its place clutching onto the sleeve of the person behind you. "ranboo," you whispered, only barely managing to have your voice not crack, "shes..."
his tail flicked at the sound of your broken voice as he stood with his hands behind his back. "y/n, you shouldn't be seeing this."
you tried to nod, but your eyes found themselves on the crimson-stained wooden walls. "oh fuck," you muttered, letting out a choked sob.
"y/n..." tommy tried in a soft voice behind you, "we should leave."
you wanted to, you really wanted to, you didnt want to be here any longer, not in this room that heard her utter her last words, the walls that felt when she exhaled for the last time, the ceiling that saw when her eyes went dull.
but you were frozen to the spot, unable to do anything but sob and stare.
you felt hands on your face, placing themselves on either side of your head before pulling you to look forward into bi-colored eyes. "i know its hard y/n, i know, but you have to calm down. deep breaths- y/n- y/n listen-"
you hadnt noticed you were hyperventilating, but you were somehow managing to get it under control as ranboo's voice flooded your ears.
"you have to calm down," he repeated, eyes soft with understanding.
you screwed your eyes shut.
"i- yeah." you managed to mumble out after a bit. the tears were sparse now, but not gone. bit by bit your hold on tommy's sleeves loosened.
when you opened your eyes again, ranboo was still there.
"r-ranboo," your hands came up to take his off your face, "my tears." you looked down at his hands, and sure enough there were burns on his thumbs.
he shook his head, "it doesn't matter. can you walk?"
you tried to push yourself off tommy, managing to stand up on your own, although slightly wobbly. you looked at the ground the whole time, avoiding seeing any of the room before you.
you grabbed onto tommy's sleeve again, clutching for dear life as you hiccuped, "please get me out of here."
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lol who killed mother dearest?
who murdered puffy our beloved?
fuck if i know LMAOOOOOOO anyways
