Blind Colors(Tododeku)

9

WARNING MATURE CONTENT IN THIS CHAPTER.DON'T LIKE. DON'T READ.

Todoroki's POV
I woke up like normal.But my heart felt empty.It's only been a week, but I feel like an empty husk.I had agreed to do what my Bastard of a father wanted.In the process, cutting ties with Midoriya.

My hands shook as I looked at the green haired boy.He looked confused.
"I'm glad your back, what happened?"He asked and I sucked in my teeth.
"I....I can't be your helper anymore Midoriya,"I said and my voice sounded streatched and pained, a far cry from my regular monotone attitude.
"What do you mean?"He asked and his voice sounded urgent and fearful."D-did your father say someth-!"Before he continued I grabbed his shoulder.
"I!I can't...tell you...I'm sorry..."I backed away quickly and my hands shook furiously."Do you...have anyone who can be willing to replace me...?"I asked and he nodded.
"I can ask Uraraka, but Todoroki tell me what happened with your father tell me why you suddenly want to do this!"He asked and I could hear his pain through his voice.
"I can't...I..."I stopped abruptly as I glimpsed out his window, a man with a gun looking at us.Fear shot through me."JUST!!JUST STAY AWAY FROM ME!!"I screamed as I pushed him away.His face looked shocked, sad, and torn.I felt my heart break and tear and I shut the door as I turned away from him.

And now, I see him walking with Uraraka, her face happy as she leads him to class, to the cafeteria, to the training room.And now, this part of me that just found out that I was in love with this boy, my friend is crying and broken with sorrow and rage.

This is torture...

Even so, if I didn't obey my father he would have surely hurt Midoriya, maybe even worse.So I have to bare it.For as long as I can.

But I can't forget.My gaze still travels to him.And today for some reason, Uraraka seems different.She's a lot more clingy.As I walk to class I see her hugging Midoriya's arm as she leads him, his arm rubbing against her breast as she leads him to class.Usually she would lightly hold his hand or lead him by his lower back, but this—this feels wrong.I found myself staring at her in particular seeing that she was really off today and I could tell Midoriya felt uncomfortable about her sudden change of attitude and—seemingly—personality.It took me a long time before I felt even remotely comfortable to start my school work as our first lecture began.

Although not only was Uraraka clingy, it seemed she was trying to toy with me.She at one point pulled him in closer then before and for a second I thought she glanced over at me and smirked.This was starting to get really weird..

I tried to ignore the rage that grew throughout the day as I watched "Uraraka" be inappropriately close to Midoriya.The only thing that was comforting was that he seemed just as uncomfortable.It seemed my anger was overflowing at the end of the day because all my attention was on the two as Uraraka basically pulled Midoriya out the class.
"Todoroki?"Someone called out and I turned toward them.
"What?"I spat with a glare evident as I looked at the person.It was Momo.
"Ah!Well, why are you so upset?"She asked and I could tell that wasn't what she wanted to ask but my evident mood was...distracting.
"Why do you ask?"I asked and I turned to take my glare off her as I stared at the door, my tone still annoyed.
"Well you seemed to be annoyed all day, is it because of Midoriya and Ur-!!"I growled, my anger overflowing as I stood up quickly.
"If there isn't anything else you want to ask then I'm leaving,"I said but my tone was still filled with rage.
"Ah well...can I have a minute to talk with you outside?"She asked and I paused my anger slowly leaving as I questioned her.
"Okay.."I said with a sigh as I tried shifting away from my anger for now.We walked out the classroom and went to a secluded part of the hallway.I faced her and realized her face was red and she was fidgeting. I swallowed thickly as I guessed what she wanted to "talk" about.
"Well, um you see....Todoroki...I um....I was wondering if you like someone..?"She asked and I inhaled sharply.Yup, this was a confession.
"Yes,"I said and my voice was in my normal tone but a bit tight with a steady anxiety building.
"If you don't mind...could you tell me who?"She asked and she sounded like she didn't want to know who.I sighed reluctantly.
"Izuku Midoriya,"I said and just hearing his name from my lips made my heart thump to life.She looked up at me seemingly surprised.
"I...I thought it was Uraraka..."She said and I almost laughed.
"Why would you think that?"I asked while stifling a chuckle.
"Well you've been staring at her...that was what I thought but..."She started before looking away."I'm sorry it was a misunderstanding.."She said as she sighed."So...um...will you tell him?"She asked and I froze.I never even considered...even if my damned father didn't blackmail me, when would I have told him?
"I...don't know,"I said as I leaned on the nearest wall.My damned father...was going to pay.Anger soared in me.I grit my teeth before walking quickly away."I need to deal with something, I'll see you later, Momo,"I said as I walked away quickly from her, and her face looked confused.