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Hiya y'all, I'm sorry about the long break I took. When I started this fanfiction I was not in a good place mentally. Before I started to watch hazbin hotel I was in a relationship that I didn't want to be in. I only said yes because I was scared of him doing something to me if I said no. Before our first breakup, he got me into hazbin hotel. This got me watching the show millions of times. During this period, we broke up and got back together a couple of times. Each time we got back together I was starting to get more realization that he was lying about him and his family. This also made me feel worse about myself because I thought we could trust each other. At least, that's what I thought... Then the last we broke up he handed me a note saying he was going to kill himself if I didn't get back to him, So I called the police. After that, I haven't seen him since.
Then after the covid-19 hit, I made this one-shot hoping this would distract me from my growing depression but it didn't. I used to do self-harm, from the beginning of my wrist to my chest was filled with cuts. I cried many nights during the writing of this book.
Then my BFF and I went into a relationship a few months after school started this year. We didn't know what to do because of our lack of good relationships. So we broke up and just stayed Bff's. But it still hurt back then.
Later on, my suicidal thoughts got out of control so I went to the school counselor and told them what was going on. After that, she called my mom and told her about my situation. My mom has been a little bit toxic to me throughout my whole life but I know she loves me to death. So I got nervous when it was just me and her driving back home. But to my surprise, she was very understanding.
Then I started to get therapy and since then my life has been tons better.
That said, I'm done writing this book. It too many bad memories of the past for me. I'm sorry.
But I'm going to try writing the shape of water one-shots so stay in tune for those if I do write them. I'm only going to do one last one-shot and this book is finished. Again, I am very sorry that I'm discontinuing this one-shot for this fandom. Y'all we're very supportive of me and this book than I expected so I want to personally thank y'all for all of the love and support you showered me in.

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