⚠︎︎ 𝑚𝑎𝑖𝑟𝑖 𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑡𝑠⚠︎︎

ᴀs ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴄᴀᴠᴇs ɪɴ

i watch as he kissed her
i watched as he held her close
i watched as he whispered to her
i watched as he told her he loves her
i watched as he walked in the room with her
i watched as he looked at her with lust and love
i watch as he tells her that he would never leave her
i watched as he told her that she's his everything forever

everything he did to her.. he had already done it to me. every look? every kiss, every gift, hell the way he looked at her. everything he did to me he did it to her.. was i just a another person to him? did he even love me or was it all fake?

i watched as they danced together
i watched as they died of laughed together
i watched as they get clapped at by the people
i watched as they won prom king and queen together
i watch everything they did together right fucking in front of me 

everything i felt for him. did it not matter to him? my heat ached as i watched them do everything we did together. him happily as ever while im over here trying so hard not to shed a tear as the world caves in around me.

i tried so hard not to cry
i tried so har not to run out go there
i tried so hard not to pull her away from him
i tried so hard not to let people look at me weird if i cried
i tried so fucking hard to make him love as much as he loves her
i tried so hard to fight for us while he was having fun somewhere else

but like everything and everyone, i had a limit. and my limit was up. i ran and ran and ran as far as i could from that place. i couldn't watch him be happy with someone else that wasn't me. it hurt me so much. what was the point of life if he wasn't going to be in it? what was the point if he wasnt going to be

the one who i marry
the one who i get to kiss 
the one who would have my kids
the one who i would wake up next to
the one who i would make breakfast for
the one who i would shower with everyday
the one who i would sleep next to every single day

i finally made it to where met, for the first time ever. who knew after that day that my life would change forever. the bridge. i stepped on the edge of the bridge and looked down. a crystal clear river. a single drop of blood and the whole river would turn red.

i sat notes down and put a rock over them so they don't fly away. one jump and i'll be free and in peace i tuned around and felt myself fall for about 2 seconds before my hand was caught.

"Kairi no! please i can't lose you not like. don't leave me" i opened my eyes to see mattia holding my hand, crying at the same time

"mattia.. i love you so fucking much that love is an understatement" i smiled and felt my hand slipped right through his.

"KAIRI" i closed my eye and let myself fall. feeling freedom run through my body, before everything went

black and i could no longer hear or see anything

Mattia's pov:

i ran down the hill not caring if i got scratched or hurt in the process. i made it to the river and could see him. all this is my fault if i had chosen him from the start we wouldn't be here.