"Listen, Love, we need to end things."
Listening to my boyfriend
I feel the bond between us shatter into fragments that tear my heart apart.
The familiar heaviness covers my chest, making it hard to breathe
I fight the panic and sadness as I try t...
Lil man's birthday party was going well, even with Mrs. Allen acting up. I look around the park, trying to find Love and Tyler. I see Bianca is making her way to where I am; lord, please don't let her act up.
"Hey Mo"
"What's up, B?" I ask, still scanning the park.
"I just wanted to let you know that I had already told my family about us not being together. I just wanted us, as Tyler's parents, to speak to some of my family. I also wanted to introduce you to some of them that you have not met. It would have been awkward for me to introduce my son's father and his woman. Mo, honestly, I am trying to get used to you being with Love. You went through my entire pregnancy with me." she said.
After Bianca told me she was pregnant, we ran into each other outside the Terror Dome. Bianca ended up chilling with my people and me while she waited for her crew to arrive. Bianca and I agreed to discuss things further at a later time.
Bianca saw Love with Sincere and what happened outside the club that night. She called me the next day to tell me she keeping the baby and I could be a part of it or not. I told Bianca I wanted to be there for her during her pregnancy and be a father to my child but didn't want to continue our relationship.
My relationship with Bianca wasn't bad, and she was an alright girl, but it was always what I could do for her, or what I had or how us being together looked. Bianca was a beautiful girl and, because of this, she was used to dudes being at her beck and call.
The newness of the relationship wore off after a couple of months. Bianca realized we were growing apart and planned a trip for us to reconnect. I am sure Tyler was conceived on that trip because that was the last time Bianca and I was together sexually. I started working more and avoided spending time with her.
That was one reason I pushed the abortion because I didn't think it was on me. I had seen Bianca with E, one night at Posh. I never said anything and just posted up and observed them interacting. I don't know what happened, but they looked like they were familiar with each other. What I do know is they left the club together. After that night, I basically stayed away from Bianca.
I wasn't pressed to end the situation with Bianca; I figured my distance and silence would kill the relationship. Then I met Love and knew I would just end my relationship with Bianca.
Once we talked, she told me how far along she was a visit to the Doctor confirmed the dates. Once I knew the baby was mine, I wanted to be there for my child. I was honest with her a told her I didn't want to be in a relationship with her, and she acted like she understood and didn't bring up us being together anymore. Through all of it, I was truthful with Bianca about my feelings about Love.
" I guess after all the time you two were away from each other and the fact that she was with that Twin, I didn't think you two would end up together," she said.
Before I could respond, I heard someone calling Loves' name Bianca, and I looked towards the person calling Love's name. I see this tall Rico Suave dude walking up to her and then bending down and kissing her on the cheek while holding our son.
"Who is he?" Bianca asked.
I don't say anything because I don't know. I leave Bianca and see what is going on.
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