Obsession

11. Shots

Another long chapter. Enjoy! xoxoxoxoxo

Now that I think about... Tonight should be the night where I learn to loosen up, but just a little bit! Syndir needs a ride home.

"Two cherry vodka's." Ashton said placing down two class cups while looking at me. I looked up at him locking my eyes with his. I could feel myself start to blush but thank god due to the lightning in this room, I was saved from embarrassment. He was good looking ok?!

"Thanks..." I said quietly wondering if he had heard it. Probably not with all the blaring music right next to us. He looked down moving to some other people a few seats down. That was awkward for some reason.

"You know you didn't have to get me a drink..." I turned my attention back to Calum who was already taking a sip from his drink. He turned to look at me smiling.

"Don't worry. I wanted to."

"Oh... For me though?" I asked raising an eyebrow. He chuckled shaking his head.

"You're cute Violet... But yeah for you. Can't I buy a pretty girl a drink?" He grinned taking another sip. He... Just called me cute... And... Pretty? In the same sentence?! Oh my god my stomach is doing flip flops! I was not expecting to hear that at all! I blushed immensely hoping he didn't notice but unfortunately he noticed.

"You alright? You seem nervous..." He smirked facing me completely. Nervous is an understatement! I'm melting so very slowly and he's not even aware of it. I put my arms on the bar table forcing a smile trying to act cool.

"Me? Nervous? Why would you assume that?" I asked turning my face towards him.

"Well when I saw you enter this building I noticed how unsure you looked, then me coming over here you stutter over your words, blush and you're also pretty indecisive on whether or not to drink. Right?"
All I could do was look at him. I looked at my hands that were placed on the table and sighed feeling humiliated. He probably thinks I'm weird or something...

"Violet." He turned my face grabbing my chin to look at him. "You're knew to these kinds of things. Don't feel ashamed." He said sincerely. I smiled feeling a bit better. He started leaning in making my heart stop for a second. Oh god is he gonna kiss me?! Should I lean in too?! Should I stop him?! Does my breath smell good?! Should I go slow or rough?!

When his face was inching closer my hands were shaking and I bet he could hear how wild my heart was right now. Still thinking he was gonna make a move, he had stood up leaning down to whisper something in my ear.

"By the way... You look great tonight." He whispered seductively into my ear before walking off some place else. That just happened! That just freaking happened. I put a hand on my heart trying to calm down. I knew he wasn't going make a move. I need to stop assuming things! I look back at the bar and see Ashton's face turned looking at what happened. He faced forward once he noticed I saw him. I blushed again deciding to head to the bathroom. There were a few stumbles here and there, but thank the lord I didn't fall.

Walking into the girl's bathroom I saw a girl fixing her hair in the mirror. She turned to look at me and I smiled when I noticed who it was.

"Nicole." I said walking towards her with a smile. Boy am I glad to see you.

"Violet! Hey! How's it going?" She squealed taking me into a hug which I quickly accepted.

"It's surprisingly going great."

"What'd you think would happen?" She said leaning on the sinks.

"I don't know... Probably something bad." I said with a nervous chuckle running a hand through my hair.