Obsession

12. The tall boy

Screw it.

I wrapped my arms around Harry's neck receiving a smirk from him while his hands snaked down to my waist. I just tried following the beat with my hips feeling like a complete idiot. How do people do this?! God help me...

I turned around grinding my backside to his... Area hearing a groan escape from his mouth while he moved his lips to my neck pushing me into him more.

"You're good at this baby..." He whispered seductively into my ear sending chills up my spine. Maybe this is why my mom always kept me away from all these things. It's wrong. I'm glad I raised myself to be like this. Not out of control and shit.

As I was too distracted with trying to follow the music, his hands had slipped from my waist and I heard a muffled "What the hell?!" Before his hands were back on my waist rubbing them up and down. I smiled leaning back into him resting my head on his chest as he chuckled before kissing my neck yet again but sucking softly on my sweet spot making my legs turn to jelly. I had to grip his arms for support cause if not, I would've made a fool out of myself.

"Harry..." I whimpered wanting more. What's going on with me?! I can't seem to snap out of this drunken state. Is this what it feels like to be drunk? No control? (Had to ;D)

"Not Harry..." The voice said making me widen my eyes and turn around to find a smirking Calum looking at me full of lust. Oh my christ! How long has he been there?! Where's Harry?! How'd he- Why'd he...

"Speechless?" He chuckled before grabbing my hand and leading me of the dance floor. I still stared at him too shocked and embarrassed to talk. My face is probably the color of a tomato. I was... Grinding on... Calum... I wanna hide in a hamster hole right now!

He lead me near the vip area where I spotted some other people making out intensely. I just looked the other way feeling a little bit uncomfortable... But question. Why'd he take us here-

Before I realized what was happening, Calum had pinned me against the wall looking around quickly before looking back at me and slamming his lips on mines catching me off guard. No mother freaking way! Calum's kissing me... CALUM'S KISSING ME! What do I do?! Should I kiss back?! Of course you do stupid! But I don't know how... What if I'm not a good kisser?! I just stood there still not reacting. He seemed to notice how tense I was and pulled away looking down.

"I uh..." He chuckled nervously while scratching the back of his neck not knowing what to do. I stared back at him trying to process the situation. My lips just lost their virginity. To Calum... That's not too bad... But Harry! I almost forgot about him! What happened to him? Did he just leave or was I doing something wrong? I probably was...

My eyes tried scanning around the room trying to find the tall boy in the gigantic crowd. Calum noticed me looking and frowned slightly.

"Are you looking for someone?" He raised his eyebrow in confusion but his face was soon replaced with an angry expression.

"You're looking for Harry aren't you?!" He growled making me jump a little from his sudden outburst.

"D-do you know him?" He did say his name...

"Why are you looking for him?!" Did he not see me with him earlier?

"I-I was dancing with him bu-"

"Yeah no shit. I got in the way for a reason." He interrupted my sentence making me feel annoyed. He did it for a reason?...

"I brought you here to show you a good time but it seems like you care more about him right?!" He yelled over the music. Wait he's angry at me?! He just jumped onto me! If anything I should be pissed at him!

"Why do you care?! And may I remind you that you came onto me first!" I yelled back getting slightly pissed.

"You didn't stop me!" He's got a point... If anything I should've just pushed him away...

"Well... You..." I couldn't think straight. Now my mouth was just saying things that I wasn't even thinking about.

"Stop fucking trying Violet. Why don't you just run along and find your boyfriend!" He said smugly crossing his arms across his chest and grinning. Oh he's really pushing it now!

"He's not my boyfriend asshole! And by the way acting like a dick won't make yours any bigger!" I said before slapping him and shoving him back. Woah... Where did this Violet come from?... What happened next scared me to death. He looked at me with his eyes a darker shade of brown showing how angry he was. He pinned me against the wall again and I got ready to slap him again but he grabbed my wrist pinning it above my head. I struggled to move out of his grip but you and I both know that wasn't gonna happen.

He stared at me with a pissed frown while I looked back into his eyes feeling scared. He... He wouldn't hurt me... Right?... My heart began to race and I was struggling with my breathing. Calm down Violet! I felt my eyes getting watery and I knew he noticed. His tense posture relaxed a little and he slowly let go of my wrist as he stepped back looking down really confused.

"Violet I..." He was trying to look for the right words to say but all I really cared about was finding Syndir and getting the hell out of here. My breathing returned back to normal and I wasn't so frightened anymore.

"I... This was a mistake..." He said taking more step backs before walking off into the crowd of dancing teens. What just happened... He kissed me, pissed me off, scared me, apologized to me, then left without an explanation.

I felt a weird feeling in my stomach making me bend over a little from the pain. What the hell... I started walking into the sweaty crowd trying to keep my balance. My head... I'm feeling a bit dizzy... Probably the drinks and blaring music causing me to react like this... I'm new to these kinds of things.
Looking through the large crowd I spotted Syndir's curls near a group of drunk girls jumping up and down to the music. As I approached her my feet gave out and I fell onto the floor hearing gasps all around and watching as a man standing behind a couple stare down at me with a smirk before I closed my eyes falling into a deep slumber.