Jackstina(Jackson and Cristina) GREYS ANATOMY fanfic

Part 19

POV Jackson
I truly do feel terrible about what I said to Cristina. Shes right, I have no idea what she's been though before I get here. Mark may have saved her life for all I know. I'm at work super early, I couldn't sleep. I see Cristina walking alongside Alex. Shes listening to him talk about something no doubt boring. But then she laughs, I miss that laugh. I go over to her. "Hey, can we talk" I can see shes hesitant "please."
"Ok" she opens a supply closet door and walks inside. I get a dirty look from Karev before I follow her in.
"Look, I'm really sorry about everything I said. I have no idea what I'm talking about and I have no right to tell you what to do."
She looks at me for only a second. "Jackson I- I'm sick of being controlled. And if it only takes talking to another man for you to blow your fuse-"
"But it doesn't. I- I just- I don't have an excuse for how I treated you. And I'm sorry. Im so sorry. I can't say it enough. You are right. I don't know what you've been through. No idea. But I want to, I want to get to know you. Everything about you. Good, bad, ugly. I want to know you."
She smiles "I don't want to end this. I-"
"I know." I Interrupt. "I know it gonna take you a while to get over what I said. But I will spend every second making it up to you."
"Promise?" she smiles
"Promise." I say kissing her. Oh my god I missed the way her hair smells, like green apples.
We celebrate that night. And it was good. For a long time it was good. She told me all about her horrible experience in med school and how mark Sloan was really like a brother. She told me about her childhood and I told her about mine. We were good. For a long time we were working. Until... until we weren't.