More than breathing (A Draco Malfoy Love story)

Painful memories

Simone 's POV

Months passed and I'm pregnant of six months now, my eyes and my hair changed, all because you get the same features as the father of the child, now my eyes are grey/blue and my hair are blonde. This was the day that I would end Dumbledore's life, me and Draco will do it, together. Death eaters were in the school fighting against the teachers.

I took Draco's hand in mine while Bellatrix was whispering in his ear: "Do it Draco, do it"

He was trembling and crying. I looked at our headmaster, tears filled my eyes with sadness and pain. Why I should do that? Why we can't live our lives in peace?
"Draco, Simone, you are not assassins"

His voice sounded in my head like a knife. It was painful, but I had to do it. He always knew that I was on the right side, he always knew that I was with him, he always knew that I was going to betray Voldemort. I mouthed an 'I'm sorry' and he nodded, like to give me the permission to kill him, like there was no other way, and he was right. I pointed my wand at him, I closed my eyes and I was about to shout the words of the killing curse when someone was faster.

"Aveda Kadavra"

It wasn't my voice or Draco's voice or Bellatrix's. I opened my eyes. It was Snape. The green light hit the chest of our headmaster and I began to cry, Draco hugged me.

"We have to go now" Snape said to us. Bellatrix made the dark mark appear in the sky and then she burnt Hagrid's house, and she jumped and yelled, she was happy. She was the most insane woman that I've ever met. A voice was following us, Harry's voice. I took Draco's hand and suddenly we were at the Malfoy's manor. Narcissa called us to go in the living room. We went were the Dark Lord was.

"Draco, Simone, I saw you didn't complete your mission, so I'm terribly sorry but the Cruciatus curse would be a good punishment" Voldemort said while I was looking into his red eyes, obviously, he enjoyed other's people's pain. He started to read my mind but I blocked him to see my thoughts and he got angrier. Then he started to torturing Draco with the Cruciatus curse. Draco was screaming the hell out off his throat. I couldn't take it anymore.

"Stop! Please stop!!! Do it to me!!" I yelled bugging the Dark Lord.

He stopped with Draco for looking into my eyes.

"You really disappointed me Simone, so, I will do something worse than the Cruciatus curse"

My eyes looked at him in shock while I was think about his words and what they meant, in that moment it hit me. Memories. Feelings. emotions.

In my mind I could see all the memories with Cedric, happy and sad moments and when he died, I saw that Voldemort killed him in a cemetery. I wanted my revenge on Voldemort, I remember all my pain, I started to scream, it was like feeling everything again, the pain, the sensation of numbness, the the fact that staying without Cedric was driving me to the point of insanity. I screamed louder. I remembered that I wanted to be alone and as far as possible because the pain was too real, all my depression, all the scars in my heart were opening again in that moment. He was torturing me with making me live the wrost moment of my life. Immediately, it stopped. I started to cry.

"This is your punishment" Voldemort said smirking. I hated him with all my heart. I just knew from Elisa that Harry, Ron and Hermione were searching for horcruxs, the only way for destroying Voldemort's soul. I hoped with all my heart that they could success.

"Are you okay?" Draco asked me taking me to the guest's room.

"Yes, I'm fine" I replied coldly.

"I'm sorry" he said hugging me. I hugged him back and kissed his cheek.

"It's not your fault" I said. His eyes were full of pain and sadness. He wasn't the same Draco that I knew in the four year, no, this guy in front of me was a boy that didn't have a choice and doesn't see his future. Just like me.

I just wanted Voldemort's death, he was the cause of my and Draco's pain. And I was planning my revenge and he deserved to burn in hell.

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In the pic, there are Simone (pregnant so she has Draco's features) and Cedric.