where are you? | choi san

chapter 6 ✧

y/n's pov

6 months later

ever since that day, i haven't seen san.
i'm getting worried.
san, please come back.

yeosang has gotten a full time job at a company.
i'm happy for him, but it's different at the café without him.
my manager hired another worker.
his name is wooyoung.
wooyoung and i have been friends since we were kids.

the café door opened and i got up to get the customer.
i looked at the customer and it was..yeosang!
"yeosangie!" i gasped and hugged him.
i rarely got to see him anymore.
"i missed you babe." he kissed my forehead.
"do you want anything to drink?" i asked.
"no, i just came by to see my princess." he smiled.
"aw, thanks." i blushed at his remark.
"can you guys get a room?" wooyoung said and rolled his eyes.
yeosang and i laughed at wooyoung's joke.
"aw, i have to go now." yeosang told me.
"oh.." i frowned.
"don't worry. i'll call you tonight." he reassured.
"alright then. see you later." i smiled.
"one last thing." yeosang said and kissed me.
i turned red, still not used to his kisses.
yeosang smiled and left the café.
i went back behind the counter and saw wooyoung cringing.
"i really had to watch all of that." he fake gagged.
"stopp..." i playfully hit him.

after wooyoung dropped me off, i immediately took a cold shower.
i stepped out of the shower and remembered i had an appointment with my psychiatrist.
i put some shorts and one of yeosang's hoodies on.
i looked at the time and it was already 11 pm.
turning off the light, i quickly drifted to sleep.

my loud alarm woke me up at 8:00 am and i quickly turned it off.
i quickly got ready to go to my appointment.
wooyoung came to pick me up, which makes me feel bad.
he said not to worry, but i still feel bad.
"alright come back to pick me up at like 11." i told wooyoung then closed the door.
i walked inside the building and breathed in the nice smell.
i walked up to the receptionist desk.
"hi, i'm here for an appointment." i told the receptionist.
"what's your name?" she asked.
"y/n l/n." i responded.
"the appointment at 9:10 with dr. park?" she read her computer screen.
"yes." i smiled.
"okay. please sign your name on this line." she slid a piece of paper on the counter.
i signed my name on the line and slid the paper back to her.
"dr. park will be with you shortly." she smiled and took the paper.
i sat down in the waiting room.
after a few minutes, a tall and fine looking man stepped out to the waiting room.
it was dr. park.
"y/n?" he called me.
i stood up and followed him back.
he led me to the scanning room and we sat down.
"so today, i'm gonna do your biyearly ct scan." he told me and i nodded.
i got into a hospital gown and laid down on the scanning table.
"i'm gonna start the scanning now, close your eyes." dr. park said then pressed a button.
i heard the machine scan my whole body.
"okay, you can go change now." he stepped out of the room.
i put on my clothes again and sat in the chair by the desk.
dr. park knocked on the door and i said he could come in.
"i have good news." he sat down at the desk.
"what is it, doctor?" i was curious.
"gosh, just call me seonghwa." he smiled.
"just tell me the good news." i rolled my eyes.
"first of all, are you still experiencing any symptoms of schizophrenia?" he asked me.
"actually, i've been meaning to tell you that i haven't." i responded.
"that's great! i checked the ct scans of your brain and it doesn't show me anything." he told me.
my eyes lit up.
"really?!" i was excited.
"mhm!" he hummed.
"thank you so much, seonghwa!" i thanked him.
"no, thank yourself. you went through a lot." he said.
i blushed at what he said.
"that's all for today. you can go home. call us if anything happens. i'm gonna take off the schizophrenia medication prescription for you." seonghwa gathered his papers.
i bowed to him and exited the room.
i walked out of the building and looked for wooyoung's car.
i see it parked and i ran to it.
"wooyoung!!" i tapped on the window.
he unlocked the car and i got in.
"i don't have schizophrenia anymore!" i looked at wooyoung.
"yay!! you did so well!" he hugged me.
i wish i could tell yeosang everything.
where was he anyways?

i wish i expressed it, but i'm upset.
i cant see san at all anymore.
why do i still think about him?