where are you? | choi san

chapter 11 ✧ end

y/n's pov

it has been 3 months since san has been working in our department.
we rarely talked though.
we only have our phone numbers saved.

san's pov

lately, i have been having dreams involving y/n.
i don't understand. why her?
i tried to piece things together, but it just won't work.
i'll speak to her about it when i get to work.

i was sitting at my desk until i saw y/n walk in with wooyoung.
she sat down at her desk so i approached her.
"can we talk?" i asked her.
"sure." she answered.
we walked to the lounge and i closed the door.
"this is embarrassing to say but, i've been having dreams of us. every night." i sighed.
y/n didn't say anything. she just froze.
"was that too shocking?" i rubbed the back of my neck.
"i would say something, but you wouldn't believe me." she lowered her head.
"just tell me." i told her.
"i used to be diagnosed with schizophrenia. i always hallucinated this guy that looked exactly like you named san." she explains.
i nodded my head in understanding. how can this all piece together?
well, i was in a coma for a while.
"can me being in a coma have something to do with this?" i questioned.
"when were you in that coma and how long?" she asked me.
"i fell in a coma in february last year and i woke up january." i tell her.
"wait..february was when i started hallucinating him! or you, i guess." she exclaimed.
"oh, really? okay well i'll come back tomorrow and tell you if i dreamt about anything." i say and left the room.

later that night

i quickly drifted off to sleep, tempted to see what my dream was going to be.
it was me in front of myself.
"san. stop talking to y/n. i don't want her getting hurt." the other version of myself told me.
"what do you mean?" i asked.
"i left her all alone without a trace. after the day she told me she was dating yeosang, i never showed up in her hallucinations again." he said.
"do you want to talk to her?" i asked like i knew what i was going to do.
"you can do that for me?!" he got excited.
"i'll let you in my body for a day if that'll work." i smiled.
"thank you thank you so much!" he hugged me.
well, this is weird. me hugging myself.

i woke up, excited to see y/n.
i quickly drove to work and saw y/n at her desk.
"y/n!!" i jogged to her.
"oh, hey san." she smiled.
oh how much i missed that smile.
"it's the san from your hallucinations by the way. i'm in san's body for a day." i told her.
"really?!" her eyes lit up.
i nodded and smiled.
she immediately hugged me and i hugged her back.
"i missed you so much." she started tearing up.
"i did too. i'm sorry i just left you." i apologized.
"no, it's okay. i realized how much of a jerk he was." she wiped her tears.

later that night

"i have to go soon." i frowned.
"it was fun hanging out with you." she smiled.
"i'm gonna miss you so much." i hugged her.
"take over san's body often." she joked.
"i will." i winked.
"bye!" she waved.
"shall we go home?" i directed her to my car.
"is this original san?" she scanned me.
"yeah." i chuckled.
"alright, let's go." she giggled.

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that was the end!! i hope you all enjoyed. if you were hoping for another ending, please leave some ideas on how this could've ended. if i find one or two that are good, i might consider writing alternate endings. for now, that's it!