where are you? | choi san

chapter 10 ✧

y/n's pov

"hello, my name is choi san. i will be working with you guys." he bowed.
every girl around me whispered to each other about how good looking he was.
this wasn't a hallucination.
how did he get to the real world?!

choi san's pov

3 months ago...
y/n wasn't diagnosed with schizophrenia anymore.
i could no longer see her.
i couldn't even see her one last time.
i hate myself.
"there's one way to see her, but i don't know if you'd like it." an old man beside me said.
"i don't know what you're talking about..." i acted confused.
"son, i can read your mind." he sighed.
"fine, tell me the way." i said eagerly.
"when you sleep tonight, close your eyes and think about the good memories of you and her. you will start going through different realities. once you hear birds chirping, open your eyes. you will be in a human body, but you will lose all your memories about her. it will be like you've always lived on earth." he told me then left.
i had so many questions, but once i got them, the man was gone.
i guess i'll try this out tonight.

i laid on my bed and closed my eyes.
i started thinking of the good memories of y/n and i.
our little hangout in the forest, her birthday, and meeting each other.
i started feeling like i was falling through space.
i held back the urge to open my eyes, so i kept them closed.
the falling stopped and i felt like something was under me.
i started to hear sounds of birds chirping so i slowly opened my eyes.

current time, y/n's pov

i ran to the restroom and washed my face throughly.
"how the fuck..." i cursed under my breath.
i hear the door opening so i quickly dried my face and walked out.
i kept my eyes closed until i reached my desk.
i opened my eyes and didn't see san anymore.
i sighed in relief until someone tapped me on the shoulder.
i jumped in shock and looked at them.
it was just seyoung.
"you okay?" she chuckled.
"yeah i am..." i turned my chair to her.
"anyways, i was asking you about your opinions about our new teammate?" she asked me.
"who?" i closed my eyes, praying it wasn't true.
"what do you mean?" she stared at me, confused.
"who's the new teammate?" i opened up my eyes.
i saw san getting a cup of water from the water dispenser behind seyoung and immediately turn back to my desk.
"don't look don't look." i whispered to myself.
seyoung looked behind her and saw san.
"yeah that's him." she told me.
"oh okay..." i kept my eyes on my computer screen, holding back my urge to look at san.
i was too focused on my computer screen but i heard muffled voices around me.
i see someone place a cup of iced coffee on my desk.
i looked up to see who it was and i freaked out.
why can't he leave me alone?!
"please have some coffee." he brightly smiled.
i missed that smile of him so much.
he was about to walk away, but i grabbed his arm.
"do i know you..?" i asked, looking at him.
"hm...no. i don't think we've met before today." he slowly got out of my grasp.
i turn red in embarrassment and just drank the coffee.
then, someone spins my chair back.
it was wooyoung.
"don't do that!" i jokingly hit his head.
"ow.." he rubbed his head.
i rolled my eyes and got back to work.
"let's go eat sandwiches..!" he begged.
"not now." i told him.
well, i could. i just didn't want to face san again.
"please..." he whined.
"no-" i say but wooyoung interrupted.
"please..!" he started doing aegyo.
"fine..." i sighed.
i could never say no when he does his aegyo.
i grabbed my wallet, phone, and followed wooyoung to this sandwich place.
"i'll pay today." he smiled at me and handed the cashier his card.
why do i feel so warm?
my heart is beating faster...
the cashier handed us our sandwiches and we walked back to the company to eat them.
we sat down in the eating lounge.
i started eating my sandwich but then san walked in.
i chocked on my sandwich and grabbed my water bottle.
"do you want a sandwich? we got one extra." wooyoung asked san.
i hate him for that.
"oh, sure!" san sat next to wooyoung and grabbed the sandwich.
we all ate in silence so i finished first and went back to work.