Loving Preston

Prologue

"No, no! This cannot be true" I yelled at the top of my voice and lunged at Jayus who was sitting right in front of me. "Fucking tell me this is not true, you prick!" I said with tears rolling down my eyes in a full blown motion.

"I'm sorry, Avani. I had no other choice. I don't regret what I did but I will probably regret what's about to happen." Jayus said and pushed me off off him while giving me a disgusted look.

"How could you do this to me?! Does one and a half year mean nothing to you? You did this all for what, Jayus? Just because I didn't sleep with you? I thought our relationship was more than just that." I broke down in a sob.

People in the cafe were staring at us at this point.

Jayus pulled my arm and took me out of the cafe. "Don't create a scene, Avani. It's not a big deal. I waited, okay? I waited for a very long time and I couldn't wait for your pathetic ass anymore. I did everything right and you still wouldn't sleep with me. Quit the innocent act. We both know you want it so why not just do it, huh?" Jayus said with a venomous tone that I didn't recognise. I couldn't recognise who he was anymore.

I pulled my arm out of his grip and ran. Ran like my life depended on it.

I got home in less then 10 minutes and started knocking on the door like a maniac. "SUMEIRA SUMEIRA!" I cried. "Omg Avani what happened?! Get in honey. Oh my god." Sumeira said. "Dexter! Get Avani water!" She yelled.

She lead me to the living room and sat me down on the couch. "What happened, honey?" Dexter asked me. I hugged Sumeira and cried. I took the water Dexter offered me and chugged it all.

"Sumeira, he cheated on me...with SARAH FUCKING JOHNSON" I cried harder.

"What?! What the fuck! Did he tell you this? Is this why he called you to the cafe?" Dexter inquired. "Yes" is all I said and broke down into another sob. "Dexter, I don't want to be here anymore. I cannot bear this pain."
"Bear, look at me." Sumeira said. "Once you get accepted to the University, there is no need to worry about any of this, okay? You can leave all of this behind and move on with life. Just a few more weeks, honey. Just a few more weeks." She continued while hugging me and rocking me back and forth. "No matter what, baby, Su and I are always here." Dexter said and kissed my forehead.

This is quite literally the worst thing that could have happened to me. Jayus, my bestfriend, my only fucking friend, my boyfriend of more than a year cheated on me with the girl I hated the most. Why? Why me? I thought he loved me. HE SAID HE LOVED ME. It's right what they say; Love won't thrive by itself. You need to be one, to love one another. I never let Jayus and I be one. It's all my fault. It's all my fault.

I need to get out of this place but I hate change. FUCK! I hope this is all just a bad dream.

I cried myself to sleep that night. I let out all the emotions I had suppressed over the years.

I cried over losing my bestfriend. I cried over my boyfriend cheating on me. I cried over the fact that even though I had Sumeira, my mother wasn't here to tell me it was going to be ok. I cried thinking I wasn't ever going to be enough for anyone because even my bestfriend thinks I am not worth it. I hated myself for being so pathetic. But that night, I just let it all out.

I stayed home from that day onwards until the day I had to move out.

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