⚠️Trigger Warning :
mentions of sexual assault.Avani's POV
I used the back door to get out and stood there for a while.
There were a few people smoking outside and the smell of weed was very prominent. I couldn't see much since it was dark so I decided to get back inside having a bad gut feeling about all of this now.
Look how the tables have turned in less than an hour. I thought to myself.
Just when I turned around I bumped into someone. I apologized and reached for the door before the person I bumped into pulled me back roughly by my shoulders.
"Yo dude what the heck is your problem?" I said looking up at him only to find the Matt guy from before looking at me with a sinister smirk on his face. Oh shit, not again. I thought, goosebumps forming all over my arm.
"Aw where did you think you were going, babygirl? Leaving me all alone on the dance floor wasn't a good decision." He said with a pout still holding onto my shoulders with a tight grip so I wouldn't get away.
"Shut up and leave me. You're hurting me." I said starting to tear up a bit, trying to get out of his hold.
His grip just tightened further making me gasp out loud in pain. "You're just a desperate whore, trying so hard to get a senior football player to fuck you before college starts so you can brag about it to your friends, huh?" He tsked.
I was so terrified I couldn't open my mouth. I could feel my face getting warm and wet because of the tears.
"Well guess what newbie, I'm feeling a bit generous today so I'll give you exactly what you want." He said and pushed me against the wall. He harshly bit my earlobe and started kissing my neck. He moved further up until he started kissing my lips forcefully.
"Stop, please." I begged between his kisses while tears overflowed from my eyes. Why am I feeling so powerless? I thought.
He just ignored my cry and started pushing his bulge into my lower abdomen again while massaging my breast roughly. His hands started to move up my skirt and before I knew it I felt his finger going inside me.
I felt utterly helpless. This was so sudden that my body went numb and I couldn't move a muscle.
This is it. This is how I am going to lose my virginity. Maybe this is a punishment for every bad thing I have ever done. I wasn't enough even for my boyfriend, maybe this is what I'm good for. Getting used. That's all people have ever done to me so why not be done with this thing too. All these thoughts started clouding my mind, making it hazy.
Just when I thought it was all over for me I heard that voice again. But this time all I felt was relief.
"GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM HER." I heard an animalistic growl behind Matt.
Matt turned around with a bored expression on his face. "What, dickface? Can't you just let me do my thing without interrupting me?" He said already bored.
The guy from the library came into view. I couldn't recall his name but I was so glad he was here. I started adjusting my skirt again whilst crying.
"Ran out sluts to fuck or what, Matty? Also, from when is 'your thing' raping freshmens?" The guy said angrily before coming face to face with Matt.
"Fuck of-" before Matt could finish the sentence I heard a bone shattering noise.
He punched Matt.
He actually the fuck broke his jaw!
Matt literally passed out on the floor after the punch because he was so drunk.
I couldn't move from my place.
"Are you alright?" I heard him asking. I couldn't answer. I was feeling ashamed even though it wasn't my fault. I had my head hung low unable to meet his eyes.
"Come on lets get you home and cleaned up." He said removing his jacket and put it over my shoulders.
He led me towards his car and opened the passenger seat before saying "Get in." Why is this douche bag being a gentleman all of a sudden? Does he plan on taking advantage of my state? What if he takes me home just to make fun of my powelessness? I started having these invading thoughts.
I looked at him with uncertainty but I was too tired to argue.Fuck it. I'm too tired to argue and I just want to sleep and forget about this. And what worse could happen other than what already did? My fate in inevitable. I finally thought. "Come on new girl I won't hurt you, I promise." He said looking at me with intense eyes as I stared at him.
He's promising me as if I'm supposed to believe that he'll keep his word considering that I've known him all my life. I thought sarcastically but still got in.
He closed the door and got into the driver's seat before driving off towards the campus.
I was so tired I drifted off before he could say anything... thinking about how horrible tonight turned out to be. If it wasn't for this douche bag appearing I don't know what would have happened.
I am so ashamed and embarrassed at how I couldn't even protect myself and had to have a guy to come save me. This sucks!
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RomansaMeet Avani. A 19 year old girl who moved all the way to England to attend the university she dreamed about going to all her life. With her heart getting broken by her bestfriend at the end of semester, she promised herself to never let a guy have t...