Yuxin and her group in the plane right now. Yuxin sit beside Xiaotang which is playing her phone while Yuxin sleeping since the way take a long hour.
Shift her seat comfortable and sleeping with blanket that already she brought she fall asleep within second.
Tha waitress that pass by with food trollie ask Xiaotang if she want something "I want a water, please." Say Xiaotang smiling.
The waitress smile and give a bottle that has water in it "Thank you." Say Xiaotang smiling "You're welcome." Say the waitress smiling and continue walk to others seat.
Xiaotang play back her phone and shocked when Yuxin wake up with sudden while hold her chest.
"Yuxin. Yuxin. Are you okay?" Ask Xiaotang worried seeing Yuxin sweating. "I'm... okay... Xiaotang.. thanks .. for asking." Replied Yuxin with breath become short.
'Argh! Why in this time I get a panic attack?! Can't I just enjoy my sleeping?! And it happen infront my member! What happen if they find me weird? Aargh!'
That's what in Yuxin's mind now. "Yuxin, Yuxin!" Shout Xiaotang make Yuxin startled from her thoughfull "Ah, What?" Ask Yuxin acting tranquil.
"Drink this water." Say Xiaotang giving Yuxin a water. "Thanks and sorry for make you shock." Say Yuxin after drink a water. Xiaotang only nod and play her phone back.
Yuxin sit properly on her seat back while look at evening sky throught the window.
'Since I have this disorder, sometime I will out from conversation and talk to much inside my mind.'
Yuxin sigh because of her mental illness and stand from her seat walking to the toilet.
Washing her face to make her feel fresh and not asleep. Sighing again when look at her face and smile bitterly.
'My smiling look alike my dad smiling.'
Say Yuxin's mind and walk out from the toilet.
After landing, they straight drive to the dorm that already sign for them.
"I thought we will live in same house turn out it an expensive apartment that
has three bedroom." Say Kiki when they get a key from manager in the car earlier.
They still stay outside to take out each bag from a car.
"Let's go to our apartment!" Say Shuxin excited with closing eye while her members already leaving her behind including Yuxin.
"Wait me!" Say Shuxin run toward them and hug back Yuxin from behind. "Aiya, how bad you are Liu Yuxin." Say Shuxin like a kid only make Yuxin chuckle.
"Yuxin with who you roommates?" Ask Shuxin walk beside Yuxin. "Keyin and Xueer." Answer Yuxin with smile.
"Aiya, if Yuxin become your roommates she will hear your voice everytime since Yuxin is less talk." Say Keran with laugh.
Everyone laugh except Shuxin she pouting, when they reach their each apartment. They just pick which room they want.
Yuxin look around in her new bedroom scanning which place can hide her mediction from her members found.
"Not that." Say Yuxin, she sit on bed and thinking where to hide it.
"Aha!" Say Yuxin when shining idea in her mind. Yuxin take out one of her shirt from bag. "I will use this shirt althought I randomly wear it." Say Yuxin to herself.
She slip a two packet mediction in the folding shirt. Then, put it in the shirt closet.
'If I put this shirt first on below and other shirts above it. There's nobody gonna know.' Say Yuxin's mind and smiling.
After put her shirts in the closet and organize everything in her room she walk out to Xueer room because she know Keyin is always sleeping at this hour right now.
"Can I coming in?" Ask Yuxin from outside "Sure." Say Xueer inside. Yuxin in Xueer's room finding her organize the room.
"Wow! It's beautiful flower." Say Yuxin when Xueer put a white tulip flower in pot.
"Yuxin, do you want to smell this flower?" Ask Xueer smiling, Yuxin nod her head and take a flower pot from Xueer hand.
Yuxin smelling the white tulip flower. The calmness smell that make Yuxin find peaceful in her mind.
"Xiaotang said to me, you suddenly wake up while hold your chest and sweating in the plane earlier." Xueer words make Yuxin lift her head to see Xueer worried face.
"Yuxin, are you alright?" Ask Xueer "I had a nightmare in the sleep that's only." Lie Yuxin "That's why." Say Xueer while nodding her head.
"Do you hungry? I want to take-out dinner." Ask Yuxin while put a flower pot on the table also the Yuxin question to Xueer, is just for not to make her getting questioned more.
"Yes, I want." Say Xueer, "Okay, what do you want to eat tonight?" Ask Yuxin taking out her phone from pocket and inside her mind are 'This trick are most succesfull to change topic conversation.'
"I want a fried rice and noodles." Say Xueer "Okay." Say Yuxin while type on her phone "I will go ask Keyin now." Say Yuxin smiling toward Xueer and walk to Keyin room.
"Xie Keyin, Ms. Xie." Say Yuxin outside, the door open to half revealing Keyin face "What?" Ask Keyin "Oh, sorry for distur you sleeping but do you want to eat something for dinner?" Ask Yuxin.
Hearing it make Keyin eye fully open and say the food she want to eat.
'Well Keyin can finish the whole foods.' Say Yuxin's mind when the ordering arrive and it fulling the table.
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