Ps : This is for last time please hear the song I cover above header it's okay if you guys don't want to subcribe but just hear it please.
----------------------------------Yuxin really struggle with her mental. 18 day work are not easy to her.
"It's okay. You will take rest tomorrow." Say Hudson comfort Yuxin make her feel better and when her name get call from worker Hudson will dissappear and she will back to work.
Now she will heading back to apartment to rest for 1 week. "Finally the rest." Say Yuxin on the plane while put her hand on her temple.
Reaching the apartment with luggage Yuxin open the door slowly to not awake Keyin and Xueer cause it night right now.
However Yuxin are false both of them at living room while watching a movie.
"Liu laoshi! You're back!" Shout Keyin happy while walk and hug Yuxin. Xueer also hug Yuxin, make her feel warm and safe.
"Why you guys hug me? Like it not usual I'm work for long time." Ask Yuxin weird while let go the hug.
"Because we miss you." Say Xueer make Yuxin smile. "The food at the kitchen. Let's go eat." Say Keyin.
The next day, all the9 member in Yuxin apartment make her feel more weird.
"Don't you guys have a work at this hour?" Ask Yuxin "Nah, we got 1 week holiday so we decide to accompany you." Replied Xiaotang.
Flashback
After two day Yuxin left to long work, the9, Yumiko and Yan Fei went to hospital and walk to psychiatric section.
Asked Yuxin condition to the doctor incharge. "We have the recorded on what both of our talking about." Said doctor.
But they refuse to listen it, because they already Yuxin haved tried killed himself for three time.
"Doctor, we want to know how long the mental ill like Liu Yuxin can continue her life? And if she can recover?" Ask Yumiko.
The doctor sigh and replied "It up to Liu Yuxin mental to hold and she can recover if she take the fully treatment."
"How the treatment?" Ask Shuxin"She must get along with you guys especially when she on suicidal thought and I'm pretty sure she have problem whenever went to work so for that she must get comfort words from real human not from her imagination Hudson." Answer doctor.
Make them understand "She always come here alone and when I asked why? She answer 'I'm scared I will not have a friend and don't have a work anymore due to disorder.'" Explain doctor make them shock.
"And also, the person have disorder will tried to hide it althought you guys asked they will avoid, lie or act." Said doctor.
Flashback end
Yuxin now play with the9 members. "Hahah, you lose." Say Yuxin with laugh that they never seen before. The truely laugh.
Playing with the9 members make Yuxin forget Hudson and look happy 'She look more happy than before.' Say Shuxin heart.
"Why are you crying Shuxin?" Ask Yuxin notice Shuxin tear flow down.
"Nothing." Say Shuxin "You're lying. Tell me the truth please." Say Yuxin while act cute make them shock.
Yuxin not realise on what she doing now even Shuxin tear stop flowing due to Yuxin's act.
"What?" Ask Yuxin realize the situation become quiet 'If I do something wrong? But what I do?' Ask Yuxin's mind.
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ANXIETY DISORDER
FanfictionThe singer Liu Yuxin have one secret that she never tell everyone even her own group. To her, this secret is one of biggest thing that can ruin her career up till "Yuxin, what is this?" "What is that?" "Don't lie anymore. Liu laoshi." "I-."