Taking a rest for three day are peaceful for Yuxin. "What I want to do?" Ask Yuxin to herself lay down on the living room sofa.
"Yuxin!" Hearing someone shout her name, she sit immediatly. "Ah, Anqi." Say Yuxin see Anqi walk to her.
"You don't have a work today?" Ask Yuxin. Anqi sit on sofa and answer "No, so I decide to taking care you today."
Anqi answer make Yuxin laugh "What is funny?" Ask Anqi "Come on Anqi, I'm already big however thanks." Say Yuxin while patting Anqi's head.
"You always patting our group heads." Say Anqi make Yuxin laugh more "I don't get it Yuxin. Why you laugh when I said that?" Ask Anqi not understand Yuxin behavior.
"It because you guys are cute." Replied Yuxin 'And also as a person which had disorder will laugh althought the thing is not funny to others but me think it's funny. The person which hide the pain will laugh infront but not inside.' Continue Yuxin in her mind.
Yuxin not realise she look toward Anqi without blink. "Yuxin, yuxin!" Shout Anqi make Yuxin back to earth "Ah, yeah?" Ask Yuxin.
"Are you okay? Do you have any problem that you hide from us?" Ask Anqi "Pfft... problem.... hhahah.. what problem? I don't have any problem" Lie Yuxin with laugh.
Anqi look to Yuxin weird, "Haha.. look I don't have any problem. And if I have, I will look mess." Lie Yuxin again when she finish laughing.
"You are right." Say Anqi trust. "Do you want to eat? There's have a food in the kitchen pot." Ask Yuxin smiling.
Anqi hearing food make her spirit up. "I want." Say Anqi "Haha, go eat first. I want to take a bath." Say Yuxin while get up.
Anqi only nod and go to kitchen. In the bathroom Yuxin taking a cold shower to feel fresh. "Just add a water in shampoo bottle." Say Yuxin when find out liquid in it almost finish.
Done taking a bath and wear a clothe, she comb her hair within sudden something happen.
"Hah... hah...why.. this.... happen... again..?" Ask Yuxin while trying to breath. Yuxin slowly walk to her bed.
'My breath become short althought I already taken a medicine.' Say Yuxin's mind.
Outside room, Anqi feel weird when Yuxin not come out yet "She not take this long to bath." Say Anqi while walk to Yuxin's bedroom.
"Yuxin." Call Anqi when open the door, walking to Yuxin's bed. Anqi shock when see Yuxin breath become short "Oh my god! Yuxin, what happen?!" Ask Anqi panic.
Yuxin eye closed while her breath become short "Hug... me." Say Yuxin slow. Anqi lay down before hugging Yuxin.
Feeling the warm hug, Yuxin feel peace and her breath start become normal.
After 30 minute, Yuxin let go the hug and facing Anqi "Thanks." Say Yuxin "You're welcome. Also I wanted to ask. What happen to you?" Ask Anqi.
"I don't know." Lie Yuxin, "How about we seeking a doctor right now?" Suggest Anqi make Yuxin shout "No!"
"Why?" Ask Anqi "Maybe this causes because I'm just tired." Replied Yuxin.
"Okay, but if you feel weird. Let's go meet a doctor." Say Anqi. Yuxin only nod.
Both of them, go eating a food at the kitchen until others back from work Anqi back to her apartment.
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When everyone in their own bedroom also Yuxin. Once, she closed the door and lock it. She burts crying while saying "Why?"
"I am bad person. I'm always causing a trouble. I'm always making people hard." Say Yuxin with tears flowing down to her cheek.
Lift her head, "I'm should't life anymore." Say Yuxin smiling bitterly. Yuxin walk to her drawer taking out something.
"I'm sorry." Say Yuxin and......
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ANXIETY DISORDER
FanfictionThe singer Liu Yuxin have one secret that she never tell everyone even her own group. To her, this secret is one of biggest thing that can ruin her career up till "Yuxin, what is this?" "What is that?" "Don't lie anymore. Liu laoshi." "I-."
