Reverence

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Reverence;

Deep respect for someone or something.

"But you are Hyung... And if you kissed Minho... Maybe he is the key to it."

Chan stopped in his tracks. Kissed Jisung? The Lee Minho kissed Han Jisung? That couldn't be right... Jisung wouldn't have made it that far. His anxiety would have peaked, he saw that when he hugged Minho the first time.

"Jisung-Hyung I think you're far more capable than you realise. You have managed things no one else can do. Especially after what my brother went through. That was rough. Minho closed his heart off to anyone and everyone. He became selective and choose when and when he didn't socialise. He would run because it was a vital instinct if he was not able to get the issues around him under control." Felix responded to Jisungs comment. it was weird how Felix was always so open about their life and how Minho hid many secrets. it was a surprise they are even brothers.

"Felix... I can't like let alone love your brother." Jisung sighed, pulling the door open. it made Chan stumble back slightly.

"Oh Chan-Hyung. Your home?" Felix beamed, suddenly the air was just ten times more cheerful. that was the butterfly effect of Felix. he made the energy anywhere he went feel full and happy. even Jisung was feeling slightly better even though the tense conversation he just had was seconds ago.

"Yea, just got home. But did I miss something?" Chan slyly remarked. he got away with not being called out for eavesdropping.

"Actually yeah, Chan-Hyung... Can we talk...?" Jisung quietly spoke as he crept his way out of his room, Chan followed behind sensing something else was wrong than what he simply heard. maybe he misheard in general. he didn't know. Jisung was always unpredictable unless it came to running... then he was like an open book when his emotions flooded his mind.

"I did something stupid Hyung. Like really really fucking stupid." Jisung finally broke out as he shut the bedroom door. Catching Jisung in his arms. he was shaken up now. his facade in front of Felix was finally falling apart. Chan was like a father figure to him; he could come to him to anything and everything. much like Changbin his cousin, but he wasn't around. Chan would have to suffice.

"No, you didn't Ji..." Chan whispered.

"I provoked Minho. I teased him just a bit and received a sensory overload. My body practically submitted to him. I don't know what was happening."

"Jisung, You two kissed right..."

"How?"

"Briefly heard it from Felix and Minho's conversation. He burst into the house completely under a tunnel vision melt down earlier this week. Do you know when you guys first met, and he was running around? It was an instinct from my understanding. Its a trauma mechanism." Chan lied through his teeth. he only just heard the news, but Jisung didn't need to know that.

Chan watched Jisung fiddle with the strings on his sweaters. He looked to be in thought.

"So, you two kissed. I never would have expected Minho of all people..."

"It happened so fast Hyung, but my body nearly caved craving more. My legs went weak, his lips I swear are still lingering on mine." Jisung pulled the neck of the bunny hug over his reddening face. I wanted to laugh. it's been so long since I've seen Jisung flush and be embarrassed like this. but Chan could also tell it wasn't the time to tease the younger. he was in distress, and it was evident seeing how he was trying to hide himself like he was wanting to be swallowed up whole.

"Jisung- I think you might need to accept the fact Minho makes you feel far more than you are realising. You're relatively comfortable with him. Hugging him, being able to let your true colors shine. And even kissed him... These aren't just random acts Jisung. You're falling for him." Chan truthfully spoke.

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