Love or Lies (On Going)

Chapter 4

"Sino bang hinahanap mo dyan?" asked Fely while eating her sandwich.

"I'm looking for Cedrick. Do you still rememer him?"

"cedrick??? Who's Cedrick? And when did did ou start being interested to a man again?"

"hey! The gay...."

"ah yeah! Now i remember! So......why????"

"Why what?"

"why are you looing for him?"

Uhm....why nga ba? Why do i want to see him....argh!!!! Bakit nga ba????

"uhm.....kasi....kasi....kasi masarap sya kausap. I really had fun yesterday."

"what? What about yesterday? Hello??? Am I your best friend here?"

"since you did not showed yesterday, i was so glad he was there. Kaya ayun! May nakasama ako.. " then I explained to her all the things that happened starting from the bus incident.

"wow! A knight in shining armor. Sayang naman, he's a gay.... Sa mga kinuwento mo kasi parang napakagentleman nya. Kung hindi lang natin alam na he is a gay hay... Kung skin nya ginawa un baka i'm in love with him na."

"Wow hah! In love agad friend? Hindi ba pwedeng humanga ka muna. Crush kumbaga :) but anyways, if he is a real man, i am sure hindi kami magkakakilala kasi from the very start pa lang iiwasan ko na sya."

"friend, are you not tired being a man hater? I mean, sayang naman we are still young. It is nice to enjoy our life. Ung feelinG na kinikilig ka kasi may crush ka, ung feeling na may nanliligaw sayo, ung mga ganung things ba... Di mo ba namimiss??"

"sometimes, but everytime i remember the things that happened to me, i still feel the heartbreaks.... Ung feeling na ang sakit sakit na parang nadudurog ung puso mo....i choose to be this way because i am afraid to feel that kind of pain again.... Hindi ko alam kung kakayanin ko pa."

"Uy di ba si that's Cedrick?" so I started looking on where Cedrick is. "sheeeeettt na bading! Ang gwapo! In fairness, you couldn't tell that he is a gay until you talk to him.

"Cedrick!!!" i called him but he didn't hear me. Buti na lang one of his friends saw me so he told him I called him.

I saw him left his friends and walks towards us when one student fell her books on the ground. He help the girl picked up the books then the girl smiled at him and seems she thanked him. I couldn't help but grin, pacute pa kasi si girl baka kala nya lalaki ang tumulong sa kanya. Hindi nya alam pareho silang lalaki aghanap bwahahaha!

As he comes nearer and nearer, I can see him more clearly. His beautiful eyes, his dimples that shows everytime he smile... His Cheeks na parang ang sarap pisilin.... Hayyysss.... Pwede ba kong mainlove sa gay? At least gentleman di ba....

"hoy! Anyare? Makatitig wagas! Buti na lang he is a gay kundi baka isipin kong you like him."

Before I could answer, nagulat na lang ako dahil nasa harap ko na si Cedrick.

"hindi ba pwede?" i said.

"Alin ang hindi pwede?" he asked me back?

I heard Fely laugh at dun ko lang narealize na sinagot ko pa rin pala ang tanong nya pero kay Cedrick ako nakaharap. I blushed. Putek! Ansaveh??? Mukha lang ako tanga.

"ay sis magpunta lang ako sa CR hah." paalam ni Fely na natatawa pa rin. Sabay hampas skin bago tuluyang umalis.

"hoy, alin ang hindi pwede?" he asked me again waving his hands in front of me.