The lost Jedi (Male reader x Ahsoka Tano)

Part 3: the start of a schism

It's been a week since the last mission and well I've recovered fully but for some reason I get startled easily and I have nightmares of what they did to me so I don't sleep much

Ashoka: you ok y/n. You seem kinda out of it

I force myself to chuckle at her saying this

Y/n: calm down their Ashoka I'm feeling fine

She hums as if saying ok

Ashoka: how your injuries?

Y/n: completely healed I have only scars. My shoulder still hurts though

I point to my cheek showing the scar I got from the human slashing it

Ashoka: I'm sorry I couldn't help you

I put my hand on her shoulder and smile

Y/n: it doesn't matter now everything worked out in the end

In all honesty I wish they came for me first then went after the assassin but it's all in the past now and theirs nothing I can do about it now. We make are way towards the cantina for breakfast where we are served eggs, vegetables and fruits which we quickly eat. We put are trays away before we walk towards the class we are going to

Ashoka: any ideas on what the lesson is going to be on today

Y/n: something practical hopefully

Ashoka: ooo maybe it's sparing. Im going to beat you

Y/n: I will have the advantage though

I say gesturing to my blaster

Ashoka: their are no training blasters

Y/n: I'm still stronger

Ashoka: says the guy who got beat up

Y/n: you have a guy grab your arms and legs headbutt you repeatedly while another one continuously punches you and another slashes and stabs you with a knife as you beg for them to stop with them laughing in response and saying that this is a lesson

I say this as I remember some of the things that happened making me shake and a tear to fall down my eye. Ashoka seems to notice this and grabs my hand squeezing it

Ashoka: calm down y/n

She hugs me tightly as tears fall from my eyes as I relive the pain I felt because of those people. I feel a rage inside of me and I hold onto Ashoka as I feel the ground shake

POV esma

As I'm walking down the halls of the Jedi temple with Anakin and obi-wan we feel the ground shake causing us to lose our balance

Anakin: I thought coruscant wasn't supposed to have groundquakes

Esma: it's not supposed to

Obiwan: then why is their one

Esma: no clue

The ground suddenly stops shaking allowing us to regain our balance

Anakin: that was strange

Esma: we should see if everyone else is okay

POV y/n

we are sitting in a class of master cin drallig after the ground quake that happened

Drallig: is their anyone who wants to volunteer for the first sparing match

Ashoka and I raise our hands before we lock eyes with each other and smirk

Drallig: y/n, Ashoka please stand and enter the dueling ring

We nod before we walk into the middle of the room taking a training saber each. I hold mine in a form 4 Initially but Ashoka does the same but in a revers grip so I change into form 5 while she stays the same