Obsessed KTH

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   My life at home was horrible after spending the past nights at my loves. The warmth of her embrace wasn't around me anymore. The comfort of her home with its calming scent. Nothing was the same. Maybe I could just move in with Violet . I never realized how cold and depressing this place was.

   My thoughts were in a rush. All jumbled together for where to take the next step- coming back to this house was like an eye opener, my angel would hate living here.

    Looking around I realized maybe it was the lack of color? Or maybe the windows needed opened more often. Should I go buy plants?

   Maybe even I could get replicas of items in her house and move them in? Everything was confusing now. I had our entire lives planned out but after actually interacting and becoming a couple everything is crumbling down.

  S-should I get rid of all her photos?

  Delete any of my old life and become the loving boyfriend she would want? This is so frustrating!
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   I missed Taehyung. It had only been 4 hours but it was unbearable already. Sure he stayed all those days but the house feels empty without him.

    I never realized how much I liked Taehyung. At first I thought my heart was in the wrong for liking him but after he came to my door that night, everything came in color.

   I want everything to do with him now. This is my first serious relationship...I wonder just how many he has had? Beside that, tomorrow is our first time as a couple in school I wonder how it will go.

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Arriving at school I was nervous for some reason. Maybe I could go to Taehyungs room early? I probably could, hmmm oh but what about jungkook? In just this short time of being in a relationship with Taehyung I had already forgot about my best friend.

  I decided to stay behind and just go when I normally do for his class. Seeing Jungkook walk in the cafeteria to our table I  began to get nervous. What if he knows somehow? What if he saw us or maybe- "hey Violet"  I jumped at the sudden voice, realizing I was spaced out for so long jungkook had already made it to the table.

   "Hey what's up I wasn't paying attention sorry." He smiled leaning closer, "it's fine, but why didn't  you call or text this weekend? I tried to get ahold of you but it instantly went to voicemail?"

   I felt awkward for the first time with my best friend. "Sorry I was busy if you want you can stay the night today?" He nodded while grabbing my donut and taking a bite, looking at the clock I stood up. "Oh is it already time? I'll go over to Jimins table see you later!"

    Maybe I should talk to Taehyung about who we can tell...iv never kept such a big secret like this from Jungkook. It almost feels like I'm betraying him.

   Walking down the hall I went to the familiar door, even now I had lied to jungkook we still had 10 minutes before the bell but hopefully he would be to distracted to realize.

Knocking on the door I waited hearing footsteps approaching. Pulling the door open there stood Taehyung dressed handsomely as always. My legs felt weak, almost like something was weighing them down but there was nothing.

His eyes roamed on me for a second before smiling and stepping aside while checking his watch. "Mrs.Kim there is still 10 minutes until class starts is there something you need?" He walked over to his desk sitting back down in the chair, around him was paint samples and plant magazines?

Seeing my eyes on the strange subjects on his desk Taehyung pushed them into a drawer before paying full attention on me. "Oh I just wanted to come in earlier. I wanted to ask something also,um am I allowed to tell anyone about our relationship?"

"Violet do you think this is a joke or something?" He starred at me hard and I began to believe I never should have asked such a question. "No never! But I just feel guilty trying keeping such a big secret from my best friend."

A sigh left him before I watched his leg begin to bounce a bit. He was frustrated but why? "Violet even though we have established a relationship I am still considered your teacher to anyone else. If your best friend were to tell anyone then both of us would be in serious trouble, mostly me though

"And even though I love you more than you could imagine I cannot take the risk of losing everything." After hearing Taehyungs words I realized how foolish I sounded. How could I have even asked such a stupid question. Jungkook doesn't need to know every aspect of my life so there is no need to tell him.

Looking up I noticed Taehyung had been staring at me the whole time, nervous I looked away hearing him laugh. Patting his thigh a couple times he beckoned me to sit. Gently sitting on his thigh Taehyung wrapped his arms around me, pulling our bodies close together I could smell his cologne making me lean into him.

Feeling hands on my thighs I looked up and saw taehyung looking down at me, pushing my skirt higher up. Pecking his lips he smiled before doing the same back. Moving his hands further up he began to play with my panty as our kisses held together longer. The feeling from the other night was starting to come between us, pushing forward I-

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